I don't give, so I'm not doing enough. I go to church today, and that's the message I get from it. Why? Why is it that everything I do is never enough? I can't be a good enough friend, I can't be a good enough girlfriend (if that's even what you want to call what I was). I don't have a good enough job. It seems like every time I turn around, something isn't good enough. I hate being human. It would be so much better to either be an animal or not even exist. Why God created humans in the first place is beyond me. It wasn't necessary.