Lulz, so I'm not sure I can tell you about the details of this dream. It's not because I don't know, it's because of what happened in this dream, lol. Let's just say I took off a guy's shirt and laid in the grass with him. I even kissed said guy. It was the best feeling in the world. I kissed him. He didn't initiate it, I did. Whatever possessed me is beyond my knowledge, but I believe if I were in that situation in real life it is simply the animal attraction we all have, lust. Anyways, I can remember the feeling, and I can remember every part of him I kissed. It felt so great. I blush even now, lol. One reason this was so nice is because I have struggled at showing physical affection, and here, I was just myself, and there was no hesitation whatsoever. He was so gentle and comforting, even as he ran his fingers through my hair. My head laid on his chest. Maybe this sounds so innocent to some, but for me, it was wonderful. And, the nice thing was, even though we did talk some, no words had to be said. I woke up in the morning after sleeping till like 9:00, and I thought, "Why couldn't this be real?" The last time I made out with a guy, I didn't feel what I should have. It wasn't the same. Probably it's because he forced me to do what he wanted. He used me to get what he wanted. Although, when he asked me what I wanted, I was completely clueless. Actually, I'd never even thought of it. Probably, I still wouldn't know. That's why I'd be like, "Er... good question..." I'd have to give him this scenario and see what he says, lol. Even how innocent it sounds, well, I'd still tell him this anyway.