I will have to pray for wisdom because after talking about what a father should be like at church today, I realize, if I find a man one day, even as a lover or boyfriend or whatever, before I think about spending the rest of my life with whatever guy, I should make sure he's a strong man. Of course, I'm not a strong woman, so I will have to work on that, but if I plan to have a family some day, I know that sometimes, the things we want will have to be put on the back burner and this means anime and video games. Because it's simply part of growing up and getting more responsibility. You don't have time for such things anymore. The needs of your family are first. I don't have anything figured out. And what I want may not be what I need. But I hope I do find a strong man, and I hope I can be a strong woman.