Well, okay the quote is about a funeral, but I'm talking about what comes before that, and that is once a person closes their eyes and takes their final breath. Now, I've thought about this quite a bit, but after watching "Black Butler", I have to question even more what it will be like to die. Now dying itself won't be too bad, I don't think. I don't know if it'll be painful or what, but I kind of know what it's like not be able to breathe, and that was the worst feeling in the world. I think one's life does flash before their eyes because I kind of think mine started to when I got chocked on my food that time. I couldn't breathe... If it hadn't have been for the percussion instructor in our band, I might not be here right now, and my tombstone would've read November 24, 1986-August _____, 2009. I would've been 23. But the focus here is what exactly happens once a person takes their last breath and their heart ceases to function and brain activity shuts down? Nobody will really know until death and that is the scariest part. I am paranoid of falling into my eternal sleep and waking up in Hell. Although, lol "Black Butler" pretty much said Hell was not bad. I doubt that, but I'm religious, so... Anyways, if one burns over and over in agonizing fire in Hell, I'd hate to wake up and realize I'm there. Of course, I'd want to see people I know in Heaven too. I'm hoping I won't be alone, and someone will guide me either to Heaven or Hell. Although, if I get guided to Hell, I'm pretty sure I'd cry. I don't want to die alone either. I do hope when I die, I'm with some people I know. However I die, whether in a hospital, at home or by murder somehow, I want to have someone beside me. Dying alone sounds scary. Maybe if someone holds my hand, it won't be so bad. What happens when a soul departs this world is what scares me. I know I shouldn't be scared because I should just believe I am saved by God's grace, but I don't know... That said, I would never give my soul over to a demon just to be devoured by him / her. Alois is different. His brother made a contract with a demon, so him wanting a demon to devour him isn't as bad. I could understand why. Back to the subject, really I ought to focus on my life here, and yet, I find myself wondering about death.