So, apparently, I don't even qualify for a simple office job. I have to make a list of what all kinds of jobs I do qualify so I can pick the appropriate jobs to apply for. Lady Luck just isn't anywhere near me, forget smiling on me. I don't qualify for good jobs, and even if I wanted a boyfriend, there's nothing there either. So, I want to ask, where is Lady Luck? Why can't I at least get a decent career going, and not just some dead end job? When does my life begin? Why do I have to sit here and watch everyone else enjoy their success? I'm trying not to be depressed, but I can't help but wonder why everytime I turn around, I'm on the losing end. True, my situation is not as bad as some people's. I just keep trying and trying. I would like a little ray of hope. The relationships aren't as important as a career though.