I really feel like a bad friend / person. I find myself not wanting a certain friend of mine to call because I just don't want to talk to her on the phone, and I'd rather be left alone. And not to mention, sometimes she talks for a while, and I'm kind of afraid / paranoid about that. Is it bad to not want someone to call and to feel like you just want to come home and relax? Sorry if I did a bad job at explaining.