There is something off about today. It seems strangely inviting, as if trying to lure me into some world of mist and fantasy that can't be escaped. But the mist itself is not the problem, it is the one controlling it that you must remember to take care of when the time is right. For to end one that has such influence takes time. Perhaps my phrases no longer make sense, as my soul has finally been consumed for the last time by the bitter taste of loss and abandonment. But regardless, my mind still sees my life for what it is. The opportunity to become something great.
To become that one person whose name cannot but help be remembered by those that are here, and those that are yet to come. And the same can be said for everyone around me, friend, family, and stranger alike. We all have this same potential to change all that is around us. Even in the most unorthodox of ways, we can always count on our selves to overcome the most difficult of situations. We can rely on ourselves to do the right thing, at least most of the time, haha. We are also capable of the most heroic and heartfelt things, that anyone can ever possibly witness.
This last loss really has changed me, but perhaps it is not for the worst as I had thought. Perhaps it has changed me in ways that even I cannot see anymore. And if I can see, and what I see is not just an illusion, then perhaps my eyes have finally been opened to the truth. I have seen what needs to be done, what will be done, and what must be done. I do not know of my vision will ever become a reality, but if it one day will become a living, breathing thing, than I wish it nothing but the best. I wish every single person, and living thing around me the very best.
For never have my eyes ever been opened to such peace. Such tranqulity. That it could even be seen as some delusional enlightenment. Only time can tell of such things, and I seem to have nothing but. As we all do, as long as we do not give up on ourselves, and what we believe in. What we see as the goodness in those around us, and in those we hold dear.
When all else fails, smile, and be happy...
- 8uddha
