I'm not old, but I feel old. I have a beard, my back hurts, I'm contemplating my life, and I have an addiction........ to salt. My vision occasionaly gets blurry, and I think I have arthritis in my hands, that or their getting a permanent look of a console gamer's hands. I need a new book. I keep reading the ones I already have. It's fine, but it can get boring after a while. What's going on?