Hello there fellow Otaku.
As you may know I broke up with Lytjuh.
And it's time to start a new life.
Well not entirly new, cause I'll still be doing some stuff that we used to do together.
Like posting on theO ^^
Well as a first step into my new life as a single I decided to buy a heavy duty Laptop.
One that can play the newest games that are out today, because I'll be doing a lot more gaming at friends houses now.
I'll also be visiting a LAN-party soon ^^
It was a bargain cause I bought it at the right time.
There was this special action where the price dropped from 999 euro's to 599 euro's
Since I had just that amount left and my bills were paid for I decided to just do it ^^
I guess that's gonna be my attitude for a while.. "just do it" I'll see if that's the way to go for me.
I got some serious soulsearching to do.
I've always been a super nice guy, but I guess I should be a little more selfish to become happy.
The thing I miss the most from our relationship are the text messages...
weird huh?
Just the feeling that someone cares enough about you to send you multiple messages a day..I miss it.
I do feel some kind of relieve..
The last half year I've done nothing but trying everything to make it work for the two of us, always worrying about her and our relation.
I even got stressed out at times..And I never stress out..
And now that we are no longer together I feel lighter.
No more worries about us..
Though I'll be honest, I still love her verry much.
Ohwell, I'll get over it someday ^^
That's all from me today.
Have a nice day!!! ^^
