The world can be cruel and harsh
also at times unforgiving
You get through it ok at times
then like that your suffering
Sometimes your sake doesn't matter
Your friends can ditch you
and your family say goodbye
You start to think "What the hell
is going on in my life?"
Around you, your world is changing
for the utmost worst
You try to fix it
but you have no such luck
Then the thoughts come to you
of either murder or suicide.
It consumes you no matter
how hard you try not to let it.
You seek others to help you
Yet they reufse and leave a void
Your coming close to being alone
Everyone you once knew GONE!!!
You hold the gun in your hand
Deciding what to do with the
bullets in it's chamber
"Put the bullets through my head
or someone else's?"-"Why is it hard?"
Someone comes along--Your love you
thought thay was gone
They try to help you
but only hurt you more
You put one through them
Thier blodd splattered on your face
You break down in your falling world
Not knowing what the hell to do
Having noone to turn to, and having
no place to go.
You kiss the lips of your dead lover
Then you put it through your head
Finally lying still--gun in hand
on top of your lover.........
