Hey guys. I would have post this two weeks ago, but then I was like, "Nein." So, here it is.

Two weeks ago, my mother and her man friend(who I'm really comfortable with) were in the living room chatting and laughing. I was asleep when this happened: all of a sudden, my Ma's ex(You-know-who) came unexpectedly. My mother got nervous. Her friend said to go open the door as he watches what was going on. The ex was an emotional train wreck. He was playful at first, then mad, than sad. He was like, "So, you got another man in my place?!" Your place?! You left, stupid! What was she supposed to do?! Wait for yo' stupid ass?! I didn't think so! I mean, this bastard calls our house phone like he owns the place and texting my mother! I felt as though when Mama said that they are over, he couldn't get it through his thick skull! So, thank God that the man friend was there so that he finally know that their relationship was over. WAS. My mother cracked him in his face and he just walked away. I was so glad that I wasn't awoke at the time.

Then, two days later, we never heard from him again, which is good, but then I got concerned of my mother's safety. I was a nervous wreck that night she went out with her man friend, but then I calmed down. I'm fine now. I'm not scared anymore. :/

Now, I feel as though I'm losing my friends. Mentally, I have completely isolated myself from my friends and family. Like, for one thing, my sister and my friend kept calling and texting me. I think there is something wrong with me. Oh, please don't tell me my depression is coming back! :(