I am a very confused person right now. I just have alot of conflicting emmotions right now. For instance
I feel stressed. I feel like I have so much homework and like I'm expected to do so many things, but I really don't have that much to do. I'm sorta lonely b/c highschool is big and I haven't made many new friends. Well. Idk. That's not really true. It's mostly b/c Gaby(my love) is showing more affection and openness towards me and I feel like I should really say something but the more I don't the more lonely I feel. I'm sad because my sister left for college yesterday and I talked to her alot and she was my go-to person for help. I'm worried I will be left in the dust socially b/c my friends hang out with a very different crowd than I'm used to. Idk. It's only been three days but I really want to have more friends. More people I can talk to.
I don't have as much time for art.
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I just think I need to sit down and stop time. Things are moving too fast. I need to make everything pause and I need to tell myself things aren't as bad as they seem, cause they're not. I just feel so odd.
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