So. Bob told Cheddar. This is the story Jaxxi told me.
Cheddar walks up to Jaxxi at her locker this morning:
"Bob eh.. told me something."
Jaxxi: "what?"
Cheddar: "You're friend Song likes me."
Jaxxi (lying of course): " I don't know, she never tells me who she likes because of an event."
And then at lunch, just as happy as ever, Cheddar (at this point jaxxi just told me)
"Hi Song!!!" Really excited.
I want to think it means something, but of course it doesn't.
I want to think because of all that, he likes me.
But he doesn't.
I don't know for sure he doesn't, but he probably doesn't like me. All my friends are like "Well he probably said that more excited than usual because maybe he thinks you like him."
And I do. Oh I do soo very much. But
he probably doesn't like me.
Jaxxi is going to tell him Monday morning:
"So I found out who SOng likes."
And then she'll say
"She likes you, but don't hate her or think she is a freak because she does, if you don't like her."
So I think its a good plan.
It saves our friendship.
What little of one we had.
He doesn't like me.
I can always hope,
but he doesn't
I wish he did
but he doesn't
unless he does,
but I don't think he does.
In my mind, because I like him,
I think there is a hope.
But there probably isn't
I imagine going to the movies together,
but we probably won't
because he proabaly doesn't like me
WHY WON"T HE JUST COME ON AND ASK ME OUT IF HE LIKES ME?
He hasn't. Maybe that means he doesn't like me.
But Jaxxi said she didn't know to him.
I WISH HE WOULD LIKE ME!
I drew a picture because Bob makes me want to cry.
Yesterday:
Bob:"Cheddar wants to talk to you!"
Later right before I left
: "He found out, but I didn't tell him."LIAR
Does that mean he was going to ask me out.
I'll stop babbling now.
I wish he would ask me out.