Today I got my first haircut in, I believe, 8 months. I was letting grow out so I would have a lot of leeway for my cos for Acen. I have been told that I must cos as Rolo for one of the days because the entire club is doing Code Geass for club. I absolutely hat Rolo and had no intention of wanting to go as him.
I should probably explain why I was chosen as Rolo first though. Last semester of club, the president at the time brought a friend in and we started talking about cos-ing and what cos's she's done. She said that she cosed as Suzaku. Some how the conversation got brought on to me looking like Rolo. I had unfortunately had not seen the second season of Code Geass. Then one of the other club members started calling me a cock and was saying that I'm a total cock now. I really didn't understand what he meant. I then later that month saw the second season. I was not happy to have learned who Rolo is and understand now why I was a cock. I despised the fact that I had to be Rolo and I didn't think I looked anything I looked like Rolo.

Now back to my new haircut. I got it cut to a rough design of what it has to be for Rolo. I should not have done this, for I fear I look like Rolo. I hate myself for it for now I literally hate the way I look because I hate Rolo and ipso-facto that make me hate me. Well now I have to apologize to Ryu because I doubted that I could look like Rolo.