I rejoice in what I have and I know that fresh new experiences are always ahead. I greet the new with open arms. I trust life to be wonderful. – Louise Hay
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I have not felt this great for months.
So many things are going right for me for a change. I am getting a new job, something I'm really interested in. I reconnected with a friend from high school. I got to see two of my best friends who live really far from me this last weekend. I am going on a date with a guy on Saturday who doesn't want to get with me purely for sex. I'm gonna be hanging with my brothers in two weeks. And next week, I'm going to a party with some friends, something I haven't done in a long time. I don't think of Joe every single day. And if I do, I'm not obsessing over what he's doing or whether or not he's thinking of me.
I'm getting better.
I cannot express this enough. I have not felt this happy in MONTHS!
Last night, I had a dream that Joe was in a mental hospital. And at the hospital, they made the patients work by doing hard labor.
I went to visit him in the hospital, but when I got there, I couldn't find him. Everyone at the hospital knew me because I was there so often, and they were pointing me down the halls where to go. They kept telling me I had to do something.
When I got to the room Joe was in, he was making something (can't remember what it was-but whatever it was, it was making his hands bleed because he wouldn't stop.). I rushed over to him and grabbed his hands, trying to stop him, and he kept fighting me. So, I tried to get him to stand up, to make him leave the room. But, he's bigger than me, and I wasn't having a whole lot of luck.
Then, sirens started going off, and before I knew it, there was bombings and shit, and it was the end of the world.
The end.
I have to put in my two week notice at work. I'm nervous and kind of scared.
I've never had to quit a job I love.
But, I have to do it so I can do something I'll really enjoy. I'm off to do bigger and better things!
How could I have forgotten to tell you guys?!
I went in for an interview on Thursday. Went back Friday morning at 8 for a second interview. They called me with the good news at 10 on Friday.
I GOT THE FUCKING JOB!!!!!
I'll be the administrative assistant. Like, the front desk of this business. But, I'll be doing more accounting work than a lot of other front desk jobs. I'll be getting paid $2 more than where I am now with benefits, sick/holiday/vacation pay. It'll be a sit down job. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW AWESOME THIS WILL BE?! I have never had a sit down job. NEVER! It'll be a solid 8-5 job Monday through Friday. I GET WEEKENDS OFF!!!! I have never had that in a job, either!!!!! I'll still work at the golf course on the weekends. But in the winter, I'll have both days off! I'm still freaking out about this.
The only sad part of this whole thing is that I have to leave the bank. Where I have made really great friends with people. There are 3 of them that I'm going to miss a lot. And I have a feeling once I'm gone, we're gonna lose all form of contact. I'm gonna miss having a day off in the week and getting off early in the day and the flexibility of my schedule.
But this is gonna be a great resume builder. There are other administrative assistant jobs that I have applied for and haven't gotten because I have no experience. So, this will get me experience.
I have to put in my 2 weeks on Monday. I'm so nervous.
So, the other night... Thursday, I believe, I updated my facebook status to "Pizza and video games. Living the life." One of the guys I know from when I went to college at Augie commented on my status and we were talking back and forth for awhile before we finally started chatting on the Facebook chat thing. Then we exchanged numbers! And he seems like a really good guy. He's into sports and video games. Best of both worlds for me.
We've been talking every day ever since.
And this guy is a guy I have actually met in real life. I know people who are really good friends with him. It's not like the last guy. At all.
His name is Adam, and he wants to take me dancing! I have never done that before. We're still trying to figure out when because I'm busy with a lot of stuff, and he now lives an hour away. But, I really hope this goes somewhere. Even if we end up just friends, that would be great.
Then, today, I was scrolling through Facebook, and my cousin tagged one of my high school classmates I haven't talked to since graduation. And I immediately sent him a friend request and we've been talking all day catching up.
God, it's a good day.
