I rejoice in what I have and I know that fresh new experiences are always ahead. I greet the new with open arms. I trust life to be wonderful. – Louise Hay

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Guys... ?!

So, remember the guy I was talking to you all about? The 29 year old? Well, things are getting a little more serious than I ever thought it would!

His name is Joe, and he's the golf pro at the golf course at which I work. Well, I've sort of had a crush on him for all of summer. And the past two weeks, I was like, this isn't going away, I really kind of like him. So, I told my friend about it Saturday night, and she told me to not wait for him to make the first move, that I needed to.

So, I had friend requested him on facebook, and he accepted, so that night, I sent him a message, and we ended up talking for hours. Then, Sunday night, I work at the golf course, and he doesn't really talk to me. And, I get home and he sends me a message that I should have stayed. What the heck? I would have if he had asked me while I was there!

The whole time I was messaging him, I was messaging my best friend asking her how would be a good way to ask for his phone number so we could text rather than facebook IM. And two seconds later, he asks for mine, and we texted all night. I fell asleep to one of his texts.

We talked about the age difference a bit. He seems to think it's a big difference, but I don't. But, today, he still talked to me, so that must be a good sign, right?

Well, we were texting tonight and he's all like, "I wanna go do something tonight." And I was hinting that I'd go out and do something with him telling him I had tomorrow off and all that. Well, then he says he's gonna go to a bar and invites me along. I have no idea where this place is, nor do I want to go and deal with the awkward entrance and me looking around for him. What if the date would have been super awkward? What if I'm a giant letdown to what he thought I'd be?

Ugh. I hate all these doubts I'm having right now. I mean, I REALLY like this guy. For the past two days, I've had butterflies in my stomach. I really noticed it today at work because I couldn't wait to get off work to talk to him. This is getting really weird. I've never felt this way about any of my exs before.

So, I really hope this goes somewhere. But, I can't decide what he thinks about me.... Le sigh.

My Anime Crushes!

These are going to be in somewhat of an order. The ones at the top are the ones I love the most!

Roy Mustang (FMA)
Kyo Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Ren Tsugara (Skip Beat)
Hitori Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Shou (Skip Beat)
Tamaki Suoh (Ouran)
Sesshomaru (Inuyasha)
Shigure Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Kyoya (Ouran)
Mori (Ouran)
Zero (Vampire Knight)
Seto Kaiba (Yu-Gi-Oh!)
Inuyasha (Inuyasha)
Yuki Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Sousuke (FMP)
Kakashi (Naruto)
Ed Elric (FMA)
Kaname (Vampire Knight)
Hatsuharu Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Sasuke (Naruti)
Koga (Inuyasha)
Shikamaru (Naruto)
Naru (Ghost Hunt)

I have a question!

Is 8 or 9 years a big difference age wise for two people to date?
I kind of have a crush on this guy who is 29... He's so cute. And his voice! And ugh, I just like him.

then I have a crush on this guy I work with at the bank, and he's 30.

How many years is too much for you guys?

The Pic I was Talking About in my Previous Post

Here it is....

It's not perfect, and I was a junior in high school and my body proportions are so drastically different it isn't funny! XD

I am such a loser

I just photoshopped in some pictures of JJ Redick (my one true love) into pictures of my at my prom. Looks like we were dates. :3
Wanna see?