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My favorite part about sleeping is the dreams I have. I don't know about you, but my dreams are always so vivid and life-like. Last night, I had one of the best dreams I have had in a long time, and I just wanted to write it down and share.
I don't really remember how it starts, but it starts off with this guy, Markus, whom is the one for me. I have never met him in real life, but in the dream, we were dating. So, it was Markus, me, my roommate Ana, and Lana Lang from Smallville. We were out shopping at this big grocery store. When suddenly, Markus' ex girlfriend is trying to kill Markus and I because she didn't want us to be together.
We take off for the truck to get away, but Lana just curls up in the fetal position and stays behind. We leave her and get into the truck, but as we are pulling away, Ana jumps out because she wants to help Lana, the crazy ex isn't after them, so they'll be fine. Markus and I get out of there as quickly as we can and stop at another grocery store and head to the freezer section where you can hide in these holes underneath the freezers, but we went to different people to see if we could get one hole more quickly.
The people wouldn't let us hide together, and they tried to pair me up with this fat guy, and I couldn't fit into the hole. I was like, no way, and ran to Markus, where we tried to hide, but the ex had caught up by then and tackled us to the ground. Ryan, an ex of my friend in high school, shows up with Markus' ex, who turns out to be my cousin, Angie. Ryan was yelling at me, "You said you wouldn't tell!" I had no idea what he was talking about because I hadn't seen him in years.
I don't know how or why, but I was no longer there anymore, I was in this house with my family and Markus, though it wasn't any house I recognized. The outside looked just like the apartment complex my grandma lives in. I was heading for the door when a little hand grabs mine. I look down and it's this little girl, and I know that she is mine. Then, she is in my arms, and it's like she never walked.
We went outside, Markus was far in front of us, and my little girl wanted to get put down because she wanted to try walking, and so I set her down and she starts running towards Markus. She's still holding my hand and falls, but I'm able to pull her back to her feet before she really falls.
It was the most surreal feeling. I was so proud of the little girl and so happy to be there with Markus. It was like we were the perfect little family.
It's interesting how much of what I think about in the day incorporates itself into my dreams. I had been talking about the name Markus earlier saying that I didn't like the name. I haven't been able to keep a steady boyfriend for more than six months, and I was beginning to feel like I wouldn't be able to really love someone. I feel like this dream was a little reminder that I could be that happy with someone.
What I want to be when I'm older more than anything in whole world isn't to be rich or have some job. It's to be a mother. I have wanted to have kids since as long as I can remember. OF course, I have always wanted boys and not girls, but I think this is just reminding me that I will love my child no matter if it is a boy or a girl.
When I awoke, I was the happiest person in the world. :)
I want to add you guys on Google+! If you have google+ let me know! If you want an invite, ask me and it shall be given!
Guess who's finally seen the last installment?!
ME!
I'm so sad it's ending, but I know it must be done. It was a great series. It's weird to think that when they first came out, I thought it was dumb.
Don't read after this if you don't want the movie spoiled for you.
I have always loved Snape from the getgo, but he really made me love him in this.
Go here if you want to torture yourself over this. This whole scene is my favorite part of the movie. When he is holding her and crying, I wanted to cry, too. But, I didn't. I don't cry at movies.
And Professor Mogonogoll (No idea how to spell her name) is so freaking awesome!
I have google+! It's interesting, but not as cool with not as many people on it. If anyone is interested and wants an invite, let me know. I just need your gmail!
Anyone else ecstatic about the new movie coming out?! I know I am!!!!
Here's my google background right now!
