I rejoice in what I have and I know that fresh new experiences are always ahead. I greet the new with open arms. I trust life to be wonderful. – Louise Hay

"You can be the worlds greatest hero, or its most mild mannered citizen, the only person who can write your story, is you!" - Jonathan Kent to Clark Kent

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Lord of the Rings!

So, I just got done watching the Lord of the Rings. Would anyone be interested in doing a Lord of the Rings RP World? I really want to make one, but I want to see if there would be any people interested before I pursue it farther.

So, yes or no?
And if you have any plot ideas, that'd be great!

This Gets Personal

Do you still care about your last ex?
Only as a friend.

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
Not today!

Has anyone told you they loved you today?
The day is still young. I just woke up. I'll get I love yous when I see my friends.

Do you like falling asleep listening to rain?
It's rather soothing.

Ever been called babe/baby?
Yes, and I don't like it. Pet names are not my thing. I can deal with Sweetie, maybe babe. But Honey, and baby I just cringe.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Nope.
Each experience and moment in time has shaped me into who I am. If I go back and change something, I'll alter myself and the people around me. Everything happens for a reason. I just need to accept that, which I do.

Do you like to cuddle?
Sure. I like to cuddle, but the guys' definition is a little different I think, which gets rather annoying... >.>

Have you ever peed while on the phone?
O.o No.

You never know what you’ve got until you lose it. True or False?
You know what you have, you just don't always appreciate it until it's gone.

Can you read other people’s expressions?
Rarely. I'm not good at that.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
My roommate, Ana!

If your parents didn’t like the person you were dating, would you end it?
People can say no, but it is so hard to date someone your parents hate. It kind of tears you apart. I didn't end it with the guy when they hated him, but looking back, I wish I had.

What is your hair looking like right now?
Straightish.

Are you nice to everyone?
SUre am. I can't be mean. I don't have a mean bone in my body. :)

Who are you thinking about right now?
My family that I never get to see.

Have your parents ever searched your room for personal belongings?
Nope. My parents were cool and pretty much left my room alone.

Name someone with brown eyes?
Emily!

You get on a bus, do you chose to sit on the left or the right?
Right...

Can you get over people easily?
In the instances of which I have had to get over my exs: yes. My ex friend: not so easy.

Do you like your hair?
Yup, my hairstylist is awesome! (It's my mum)

What was the last thing you drank today?
I haven't drunken anything today.

What are you doing today?
Well, I have three classes, a doctor's appointment, work, and hanging out with my friends.

What are you wearing right now?
Clothes. >.>

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
My little brothers that I don't get to see all that often anymore.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Honestly, yes.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
I don't think anyone did...

Do you like to hold hands?
Yup, it's the only PDA thing I can do with a significant other. I used to not like people touching me at all.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Lord of the Rings MArathon!

Are you waiting for something?
The marathon tomorrow! Should be epic!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
There are always reasons to smile. If you aren't smiling, you aren't trying hard enough. And don't give me this bull about you not being able to find anything to smile about; there is always always something to smile and be happy about.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Worked for me and the better part of my life.

Who are you constantly with?
My roommate and I are inseparable.

Do you want any children?
Three of them actually.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Thinking about Community the show.

On a scale of 1-10 how good of a singer are you?
5. I'm average.

Do you know what you’re going to do with the rest of your life?
Not at the moment. I just want to graduate, get a job, and settle down.

Are you older or younger then most of your friends?
Kind of in the middle.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
I certainly hope not.

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
Ten times happier this year.

Is your life falling apart or coming together?
Your life is always coming together the way it is meant to be. Sometimes, you lose a few people along the way, but that just means they weren't meant to be with you till the very end.

Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
Your mom! jk :)

If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
I love Emily, but not like that.

What were you doing at 2AM last night?
Sleeping :)

Reason behind the last time you cried really hard?
Losing my friend was friend was really hard, but my dad contracting cancer was the hardest time in my life, I think.

What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Tuna! I eat it for nearly every meal.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Absolutely nothing at the moment.

When was the last time something bothered you?
I don't remember.

Anything you’re looking forward to?
LORD OF THE RINGS!

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?
I like to be out and about, but then I like to wind down at home in my room.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope. I have found that I don't love very easily. After three exs, I haven't felt heartbroken.

Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
Sure. :)

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
All of my friends accept me for who I am. :)

Was last night terrible?
Not at all!

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Feelings of love? I doubt it.

Do you have a tattoo?
No, but I want one someday after much contemplation.

Are you texting someone?
I'm always texting someone!

Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
Boy! I don't want to deal with the moodiness of girls!

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
I sure do.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I can think of two people...

Do your feelings get hurt easily?
Yes and no. I'm rather sensitive about certain things, and then not so much about other things.

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3am, would you go?
In a heartbeat.

Do you think someone is thinking about you?
That would be nice.

Do you call any of your friends by their last name?
One friend now, but I used to in high school. Not so much now.

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Of course.

How’s your heart lately?
healthy as far as I can tell.

Will next Friday be a good one?
Sure!

Has a boy/girl put their arm around you the past 5 days?
My friends and I do that all the time.

If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
Very much so!

Do you miss your past?
I miss my freshman year of high school and junior high years because that was when I could play basketball and was starting and playing a lot before I tore my ACL at the end of my freshman year.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Gotta call and make an appointment.

Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
Yup, and then I had to go work in a diner as a cook where there was no air conditioning. The grill and fryers going made it unbearable.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
The day is far from over yet.

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
I can handle the truth better than a lie.

Do you trust people?
I'm too trusting of a person.

Your favorite number?
22!

Do you like anybody right now?
I do, but I don't think he likes me.

Name some fears you have:
Snakes, needles!
I'm a little nervous that I'm not going to meet anyone who likes me and I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I know I'm only 20 and that I have the rest of my life before me. But, if I want to be married and have a kid before I'm 30, I need to start meeting my future husband now...

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
The thought of marriage doesn't scare me. What bothers me is that I don't want to end up in a loveless relationship like my parents,and I so do not want a divorce.

How many kids do you want?
3 boys preferably.

What’s your favorite season?
Late spring

What’s your favorite color to wear?
Probably black

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
Talk bad about me.

Do you make a wish at 11:11?
Not really.

When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
Psh, I'll always swim.

Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
sure no problem. do what's best for you. ~ Emily.

Does the number 23 have any significance to you? ._.

Be honest, do you like people in general? sures

My Own Website

I've decided that I'm going to make a memoir. If you are interested in reading it, then please go here Click here!

I want to get this all written down for people to see. I'd really like it if you would all take the time to at least look over the website. It might strike your interest. Comments on anything are always welcome!

Please Read If you are having love problems.

This is going to be somewhat of a ranting post. You were warned.

So, I've had more than one friend vent to me about them being single and how they want a boyfriend/girlfriend. They don't want to be alone, they want to meet the one they'll eventually marry, yadda yadda yadda.

Giving advice only does so much. It's harder when I'm talking to someone over the internet, because I can't actually do much to help. But, I do my best. If this is you: go out and experience life. You see someone you like at the store? Go up and talk with them. I'm not saying go and fling yourself on them, but what harm does a nice talk do?

What really bothers me are the people that only have ever had, like, one boyfriend/girlfriend and were burned. They sit there and say so-and-so scarred me, and now I have trust issues and can never love again. Know what I have to say to that?

Bullshit.

The very first person you meet is not going to be your life partner. (I do realize there are exceptions. I'm speaking generally.) I guarantee a lot of your parents had dated other people before they met their significant other. You just have to buck up and get back out there.

Dwelling on the past and what happened is not going to get you anywhere. In fact, it's only going to further piss off all of your friends when that is all you will talk about. And then, you wonder why no one wants to go out with you? If you are unsure of what you want? How are they supposed to figure it out for you?

Everyone gets burned a few times in life. Life isn't supposed to be easy. If it was, where is the fun in that? How would anyone grow or mature? You learn from your mistakes and build off of it. It's just how it works. No amount of moping around is going to fix that.

And those dating tips in magazine? Bogus. How many people actually use any of those pick-up lines and have them actually work? Then again, the ones that use them are probably drunk and looking for an easy lay.

You have to create experiences of your own. It's so much more meaningful and special that way. Quit analyzing every moment. Just go for it.

Sorry if this insulted anyone. I just tell it like I see it. You don't have to agree. If you disapprove of what I just said, please let me know. I'd like to hear what you have to say.
I'd like to hear what you all have to say either way! So, please leave me a comment! :)