The Truth

Tell me a truth about you and your best friend:
I have more than one best friend. We are all crazy and awesome. We aren't fake. We do our own thing and don't give a shit about what other people say about us.

Tell me a truth about your job:
I work at Walmart and at a Golf Course. I love the golf course job because I drive a beverage cart all day and work on my tan. :)
I despise working at Walmart, though after 6 months, I'm starting to make friends there.

Tell me a truth about your dream:
To be honest, my only real dream in life is to have a family. I want to meet 'the one' and have kids. I just really want kids. And, if i happen to have a kickass job that pays the bills and the things my kids deserve, then so be it.

Tell me a truth about your lover/bf-gf:
Don't have one.

Tell me a truth about a crush (if you couldn't fill out the one above):
I don't really have a crush on anyone at the moment. Other than JJ Redick of course. And Jensen Ackles. And Nathan Fillian. And Sean Maher...

Tell me a truth about your family:
They mean the world to me. I never really realized how much until I went to college and the whole Cancer ordeal took place. When you come face to face with the possibility that someone you love might die, you tend to take on a brand new perspective.

Truth about yourself:
My main thing is acceptance. Prejudices anger and upset me. Just because someone is different does not give anyone the right to bully and/or abuse someone else. We are all human being with the same feelings. We all express those feelings a little bit differently, but that's what makes us special.

Truth about a sibling:
I'll do both siblings.
The 17 year old- I care about him very much. I would do anything for him, and I hope he knows that. We used to fight a lot as kids, but I think that just comes with being each others' only company growing up. We were with each other 24/7, so it makes sense that we were at each others' throats. It just makes me sad that for whatever reason, he won't confide in me the way I do with him.
The 10 year old- Love this kid so much! We talk on the phone every once in awhile, but it's not enough for me. I practically raised him when he was really little. I was there for his first words, his first steps, you name it. Makes me sad being this far away and missing out on all his awesome stories and adventures.

Truth about the worst movie you ever said you saw:
Seen a bunch of terrible movies in my day. Most of them, I thought would be bad, but I caved when friends wanted to watch them.

Truth about the life you live now:
I love my life. Sure, it has its low moments, but whose doesn't? That's just life, and each new experience makes me into a better person. I take all these experiences and learn from them. I try to be the best that I can be, and if people don't like me for that, then they weren't worth my time from the beginning.

Truth about the life you lived before:
In High school, I was so worried about living up to everyone's expectations of me and exceeding them. I was so innocent and young and naive to the real world. I let my classmates walk all over me. Now, I want to live up to my own expectations and do the best that I can with everything that I do. I try to stick up for myself more.

Your real age: 20 almost 21 :)

Your real Name: Demons and Angels.

One thing you hate about yourself: My inability to say no.

One thing you love about yourself: My optimism. :D

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