I went out with my high school classmate. She was my best friend in high school. Though, we had a lot of rough patches, though she doesn't seem to have remembered any of that or she doesn't seem to realize how much she walked all over me. After we graduated, she quit talking to me, and only after she found out about my dad's cancer did she start talking to me again.

However, as we were catching up tonight, I realized I missed her. She knows so much about me and my family that no one else ever will. As I was catching her up on my family and the hard times they are having, she truly understands because I told her so much in high school. So, she genuinely understands. I missed that.

But, she can be very judgmental, and I don't want to be like that again. I am afraid I'm going to fall back into that and stoop to her level again. She makes fun of people and laughs at others' misfortune. She has her limits of course, and isn't mean about it, but it isn't always nice.

I'm just not sure what to do.