So, remember the guy I was talking to you all about? The 29 year old? Well, things are getting a little more serious than I ever thought it would!
His name is Joe, and he's the golf pro at the golf course at which I work. Well, I've sort of had a crush on him for all of summer. And the past two weeks, I was like, this isn't going away, I really kind of like him. So, I told my friend about it Saturday night, and she told me to not wait for him to make the first move, that I needed to.
So, I had friend requested him on facebook, and he accepted, so that night, I sent him a message, and we ended up talking for hours. Then, Sunday night, I work at the golf course, and he doesn't really talk to me. And, I get home and he sends me a message that I should have stayed. What the heck? I would have if he had asked me while I was there!
The whole time I was messaging him, I was messaging my best friend asking her how would be a good way to ask for his phone number so we could text rather than facebook IM. And two seconds later, he asks for mine, and we texted all night. I fell asleep to one of his texts.
We talked about the age difference a bit. He seems to think it's a big difference, but I don't. But, today, he still talked to me, so that must be a good sign, right?
Well, we were texting tonight and he's all like, "I wanna go do something tonight." And I was hinting that I'd go out and do something with him telling him I had tomorrow off and all that. Well, then he says he's gonna go to a bar and invites me along. I have no idea where this place is, nor do I want to go and deal with the awkward entrance and me looking around for him. What if the date would have been super awkward? What if I'm a giant letdown to what he thought I'd be?
Ugh. I hate all these doubts I'm having right now. I mean, I REALLY like this guy. For the past two days, I've had butterflies in my stomach. I really noticed it today at work because I couldn't wait to get off work to talk to him. This is getting really weird. I've never felt this way about any of my exs before.
So, I really hope this goes somewhere. But, I can't decide what he thinks about me.... Le sigh.
