So, as all of you are probably aware by now, I am seeing this guy. Joe. My boss from one of my jobs. We really like each other, and once the season is done, we don't have to hide it anymore. If anyone from our job were to find out, we'd be fired. And, it would suck more for Joe than myself. I mean, I'm part time. I have a full time job. That is his job.
So, anyway, last night, we were sleeping together, and I had this really intense dream. In my dream, I was dating Joe, who looked like Finn Hudson from Glee, secretly like we are now. And, for some reason, we were going to high school at my old school. There was a dance of some sort, and we were trying to figure out how to be able to dance together and whatnot and not have people get suspicious that we were together.
Joe and I were making out in the parking lot and took off our shoes. Hearing a commotion, we grabbed out shoes and ran back into the school. Somehow, though, we managed to only grab one shoe each, so we were missing our other shoes, and we were trying to figure out what to do. Well, us girls never wear shoes at the dances anyways, so I didn't look as silly as Joe did.
Some kid found our discarded shoes and held them up, declaring there had been secret lovers at the school, and they were bound and determined to find out who they were, and the shoes were the key. Everyone retrieved their shoes, and the idea was that whoever didn't have a shoe was who the lovers were.
Somehow, though, 4 of us ended up that way. Joe stepped forward, and not many were surprised. Then, one other guy had to step forward, and this third guy was just thrown out and told to stand there. Then, my boss at the bank sees me and thinks I should go out, too. Not really understanding what was going on, she thought it'd be fun.
I remember walking out to stand next to the three guys and catching Joe's eyes. He gave me a reassuring smile as if to tell me everything was going to be okay. We'd be okay. I was so scared, so nervous. I stood in line, and the 'judge' of who the couple were steps out of this car, and it's both Joe's and my boss. He stands in front of Joe, and knows instantly it's him.
It was in that moment that I realized everyone knew I was the other half of the couple. The two random guys leave, and Joe does, too. He just goes home. Our boss stands in front of me and looks down at me, but I can't look at him, and so I stare at the ground. He asked me what I was so afraid of. When I didn't answer, he said I had no reason to be so scared. When I looked up at him, I could tell he was giving us the okay to continue seeing each other.
I hugged him and hurried home to be with Joe.
It was awesome. I think it's a sign that we'll be okay.
