I am doing much better now, guys. Thanks for putting up with all my crap.

I just want to say that without Joe, I would not be as well off as I am right now. He has been such a rock through the past week. He was always texting me and asking if I was ok, inviting me over to keep me from being alone. He called me right after I found out about my friend being in the hospital and he calmed me down. Told me I was still a good friend, that I've done everything I could do, that I've been supportive, and that's all I really need to do for her. Then when he saw me after my weekend of being back in Nebraska and not seeing him for about 4 days, the first thing he did was pull me into a hug. I really needed that. He just always seemed to know exactly what to do for me. I owe him so much for that.

And, I want to thank you guys for helping me. I really appreciate it. I wouldn't be in as good of a place without you all.