Hey, all. I've noticed I've only posted, like, once a week lately. Gotta change that. I'm on here all the time, but I'm suffering from a severe writers block that makes me not want to even post anything ever.
What do you do to get over writer's block?
I tend to read, but even that's not working.
Yesterday, I started a book on my morning break at work... And then I never put it down. It was a 400 page book, and I finished it that day. It was so nice.
It's fucking cold here. In the negatives with windchill. It was such a nice weekend, too. Joe's in Florida for the week, lucky dude. I got to see him before he left at least. We had a fun time ;)
So last week, a friend of mine texted me that his girlfriend was sad because all her friends moved out of town, and she doesn't really have anyone here anymore and said that because I'm a people person, if I'd hang out with her. So I did. She's so cool, which I always knew, but we never got the chance to really hang out one on one before. We're gonna try to get together and have a Bourne movie night sometime soon!
One that I have to say about me, I have a hard time telling people no. I hate the thought of letting someone down and disappointing them. And it's because of my inability to say no that I kinda sorta got raped last summer. Anyway, I've really been working on it. I want to change that aspect of myself, and I've figured out why it is SO hard for me keep with it.
When I tell someone no, they don't listen. They keep pressuring me and guilt tripping me. How am I supposed to learn to say no when even if I do, the people push me until I say yes anyway. Might as well cut out the guilt tripping and just do it. These people have no idea how much their pressuring me is hurting me.
It's just frustrating is all.
Saturday and Sunday, I hung out with my friend E. We met my parents in SIoux City for supper Saturday night and then we went to some bars Sunday... yes, on a Sunday.
Now, I'm just working and what not. Wisdom teeth come out next week. Getting nervous!