I haven’t picked up a guitar in about a week and you know it kind of feels good. Now that I’ve taken the pressure out of constantly writing down ever emotion I can take a step back and write about what matters and means most. I haven’t found what to write about yet but when I do I know it will be quality because I wont be pushing myself.
In other news I sold my first piece of art! It was a stencil of Charmander. It wasn’t the best thing ever but still it’s an accomplishment. I’ve been doing a lot of stenciling lately I guess I had to substitute one art for another in order to keep myself occupied and at peace. I still need practice but I’m getting the hang of it. It’s not a cheap hobby but it’s a time killer.
I don’t know if I talked about it earlier but I reconnected with my first girlfriend, which was a pretty big deal to me. I thought she hated me and wanted me dead but apparently not. She is doing well and we are friends.
I also started to talk with my second girlfriend. That’s all I need to say on that subject.
Life is getting stale, now don’t get me wrong it’s been stale for years but I think it’s time for me to move on and do something with it. Enough time has been wasted I need to make a plan and execute it. Or I need the apocalypse to happen, you know, either or is fine with me. I’d rather the apocalypse because I’m a fan or the survival genre.
I’ve been pretty numb to life especially this past year. All the glamour has been taken from it. Taken is a strong word, lets say lost. I used to be happy, now I’m not. I guess I’m just waiting for change that will never come. I guess it’s time I took steps to get my life in order.
Subtle signs of lessened times.
Love,
Steven
(You always have me, I'm here for you.)
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