A/N: Ok I own nothing here expected the plot and idea that is it. J.K owns the rest so she gets pain for them. Luck J.K. In other me no own you no sue.
Also yes its a yaoi which mean boy/boy done like then DONT READ.
~Moon Light Thoughts~
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so sad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever...
(have you ever)
I watch you sleep. You don't even know I'm am here. Its a good thing, really because I doubt you would believe your gorgeous emerald eyes to see that I was here of my own accord. After all, I am the one that put you here. I think I put too much pixie wings into your cauldron when you where chatting with Weasley, because the next thing I knew, you went flying to the back of the class room, hit the wall, and then hit your head against the desk. I stood there horrified. I didn't mean for that to happen. I only wanted it to smolder not have it blow you to kingdom come. That was low even for me.
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
The moon light shines on your softly tanned face, making it glow as if you were no mere human, but a god. Your raven hair is as untamed as ever. It makes you look like a small child. God, listen to me... I sound like a hopeless romantic. But somehow, I feel like I should. As I see you laying there, unconscious by my own doing, I just can't see how any one would fall for Golden Gryffindor.
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so sad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever...
(have you ever)
If only I could proclaim my feelings for you. Oh god that would be rich! I can just see your face. You would laugh yourself silly, and think that I was joking or in some desperate need of some mental help at St. Mungos! It would have its upside to see your emerald eyes light up and dance at my expense. Then all the low lifes in the school would have something to say. God, not to mention Daily Prophet. I can just see that one ' Son of Deatheater In Love with The Boy Who Lived' Then I a pretty sure father, being the arrogant basterd he is, would want to kill you and then kill me for such a betrayal against You- Know- Who, The Malfoy name, and the Slytherin reputation, but how could something I feel to be right, be so wrong in the eyes of others? You being a Gryffindor. Me a Slytherin. You being on the side of light. Me being on the side of dark. Both of us being boys. So either way you look at it, people will find it wrong.
Have you ever found the one
you've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Every time I see you at the beginning of the year, you seem to be so ecstatic as you step on to platform 9 ¾ like you are delighted to be get away from something. Or maybe someone. I know you have never seen me watching you as walk to the train while you are chatting with Weasley and Ganger. I really don't know much about you or your past. Only that your parents died at the wand of You- Know-Who as you were suppose to, but, for some unknown reason, you've lived, and have gone on live with some muggle relations. Maybe they are who are you glad to be getting away from. More then once I have seen tape on your glasses. Makes me wonder what happens to you over there.
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so sad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever...
(have you ever)
Every fight I start is only to be close to you. To hear your heavenly voice... even if it holds nothing but hatred for me. It still makes me want to walk on air. Of course, I have to have these two dim-witted goons, who would know something was up. They're just as stupid as they look, but even they can put two and two together. Even though it takes them a lot longer than most people. If they found out, the rest of the school would, too. I suppose that if they ever find out, you'll know. You may see me as nothing more then a freak then, if you are a homophobic. But then, there is a very small chance that you aren't. So, then I guess I don't know what you would do. If you're straight, then I guess I haven't a chance in hell. If you were bi, or gay then I might have a small chance, but the Boy- How- Lived is perfect ,or as close to it as any one can get, everything you do just seems to prove it more and more. Even the scar on your forehead is perfect. It makes you stand out in a crowd. Not many people have I lighting blot shaped scar on there forehead.
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep
I try to move close, and I end up making some racket. I hold my breath as I watch you turn your body and face me, and close my eyes, waiting for you to ask me what I am doing here or tell me to get out before you hex me into the next demarcation. Either one. You can be dense when you're awake, but I thank god you are a heavy sleeper. As much as I love you, I really don't want you to see me here. I had a hard time sneaking away from the other Slytherins, professors and other people who're walking around the halls, trying to make sure that one on is out of bed. I knew it would be nothing to get in here with Pomfrey being in her office. I smirk at how effortless it actually was to get here. The only tricky thing is getting back, since it is very late and they will be all over now and not just by each house. Now I will admit that I an not as sneaky as you are, but I do try. I always did wonder how you are never caught by anyone. And if I'm lucky, maybe one day we will at least be friends. And then, maybe you can tell me how you did it.
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so sad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever...
(have you ever)
Well, I have to leave you now. I hate to, but it is very late and soon Pomfrey will be checking on you. I start to walk away, but then turn back. I see you arm is hanging off the bed. I kinda guess so since you are laying at an angle. I place your arm next to your body and pull the sheet over you more. You really are a deep sleeper, Potter or else you would have felt that. Like I said before. You're pretty dense, but I wouldn't have you any other way. With one last look at you, I turn and walk out the room. The image of you sleeping peacefully as the moonlight lights up your face, will be with me all night. Until the next time I see you, Potter. I will have to put that image aside and make your life hell as I have since your first year. I only hope soon that it will all be put a side, but until then... Yes, Until then.
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so sad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever...
(have you ever)
A/N: Ok if you like these story then review and if not please don't review because it would just be a waste of your time. By the time you finish the review you could have found a better story that you really like. If you like this tell me if you would like a sequel to this and I will do one and it will not be a song fic it will be a story and I don't know if I will make it a long one or short one you will just have to see.
