I'm house-sitting, again. Guh.. it gets so boring... especially since this house is near mine, and therefore, its much harder for me to get out to where everyone else lives. it drives me crazy. Le sigh.. but its worth it, if this pays well. Because I really need money.

I bought the cutest clothes off Torrid.com the other day and they arrive tomorrow. And I totally cant wait til they arrive. im so excited. pretty much my entire income/money im allowed to spend is going to clothes and shoes right now. I just had this sudden flash of oh my god.. this is not my style. Im dressing too lazily and too casual. I like looking good, and making myself look nice, but it feels like i dont put in enough effort. so thats my newest goal.. to make myself look good.. and to like the way i look. XD so i'll be spending a fuckton of money on clothing.

so butterfly.. i dont know if i really like this growing up thing., im having kind of a hard time with it.. am i the only one? it just feels like everythings moving so much faster than i expected it to. we definitely need that little us-time we planned. it will be nice.

so yeah.. thats what ive been up to. a litle of this, a little of that. im trying to.. grow up, i guess. dress better, take care of myself, be confident.. live without the regrets that haunt me every now and then. we'll see how it goes. i'll be listening to george michael on this one too, i think.
-Lolita