So we got a call from my dad earlier today. My uncles has.. days left. Just days, and it blows. As terrible as it sounds, i wasnt really upset until i found that out. I don't know him, so i was having a hard time really.. getting it, i guess. But it's still my uncle, and I hate that he's dying.

My grandfather has months left. Which is harder to handle, because I know him so much better, and he's been in my life so much more. Apparently, he's way different. Due to all the problems and all the meds, its almost like dealing with an alzheimers patient. He forgets things, and people, and gets confused. I'm kind of glad I'm not seeing it. It would hurt alot worse than just hearing about it. So I guess I'm selfish about that.

On better and brighter news, I'm hopefully going to Taylors fathers wedding. I'm excited.. and very hopeful for him. It's nice to see a new beginning, a bright future when I'm surrounded by all of these sad things. And of course, I want to see my Butterfly <3

I might also be spending a weekend up at MTSU. Not because I'll be going there.. but because my friend is there, and she misses me, and I promised that if i could, i would.

So yeah.. thats my life right about now. Butterfly, I can't wait to see you, and I hope you liked your presents. Your last one ought to be delivered tomorrow. ^.^
-Lolita