Hi, I'm the walker of this world, you may call me Ice but that is all for my heart has frozen into the loneliness of the outside world and sheltered itself in this reality

A sudden rush of loneliness

I know this is an odd way to start a blog kind of thing, being a little depressed but well is kind of my state of being lately, one moment I seem incredibly chipper and the other I'm like this, when no one sees. I feel hollow inside, is sad... I feel hollow and lonely I wish I had someone by my side to understand me. A long time ago I decided to look optimistic and chipper, nice and helpful to people around me, being the shoulder of strength when they needed it, I guess neglecting my own feelings. I feel as if no one was meant to love me, just like me. I know probably you think another girl who rants about not having a boyfriend, right? well no... I just want love, love from family, a pet, anything really. Is sad... for me not being able to express myself in the outer world