I know this is an odd way to start a blog kind of thing, being a little depressed but well is kind of my state of being lately, one moment I seem incredibly chipper and the other I'm like this, when no one sees. I feel hollow inside, is sad... I feel hollow and lonely I wish I had someone by my side to understand me. A long time ago I decided to look optimistic and chipper, nice and helpful to people around me, being the shoulder of strength when they needed it, I guess neglecting my own feelings. I feel as if no one was meant to love me, just like me. I know probably you think another girl who rants about not having a boyfriend, right? well no... I just want love, love from family, a pet, anything really. Is sad... for me not being able to express myself in the outer world