Hola of oh my lovely otaku buddies! How was everyone's 4th of July? For thos of you that celebrate it. I myself didn't do anything for the 4th sadly, but I hope some of you guys did! Yeah the title of this post has no meaning to this post at all. I just randomly thought of a title. So yeah it works.

Ok so today I really don't have anything to talk about so I thought I'd let you all read some of my poetry. Yes that's right I write poetry. I do it when I'm bored, so it's really not that good. I have a cuple of poems I'd like you guys to read. The first one is my best friends favorite. And the second one if my favorite, it's a little emo sounding but at the time I was going through alot. So yeah enkoy the poems and tell me what you think. Just don't be to harsh.

This Darkness
I'm in a room.
A room cloaked in a black darkness.
A darkness of fear,
worry, despair, and sadness.
Will I ever be able to escape?
To escape this dark imprisonment?
Will my knight in shining armor ever come?
Nay.
I dare not think of the venturing,
to the outside world.
A world that has caused me so much pain.
So much sadness.
But wait.
What's this?
Someone has found me in,
this ever present darkness?
Could it be?
Could someone actually find me?
Yes.
My knight in shining armor has arrived.
He carries me into the outside world.
Guarding my fragile heart,
from pain, from worry, from despair,
and from sadness.
Will I ever return to the darkness?
Nay.
Never shall I return to the darkness.

Do you realize?
Oh the pain,
The most genuine pain,
cured not by that of mans medicine
nay but, a supernatual pain,
deserves only a supernatural remedy.
The searing stab of constant memory,
it hurts so bad, yeah.
How I miss thy sweet voice,
encircling round about my ears.
Oh! How thine call would excite my heart!
Do you?
Can you?
Will you?
Realize the pain you alone caused?
Was I so blind that I couldn't see it from afar?
Now betrayed, hurt, and alone.
Alone in the dark, I can't see!
Where's the light?
Why can't I breathe?
Wait! The worst is yet to come.
When I try to forget the love we shared, that you so violently killed,
the searing memory, doubly so,
your smile so gorgeous and angelic in it's beauty,
right along with your lucious lips,
mouthing but never meaning, "I love you".
Oh the pain, the heart ache, the woe.
Why?
Why would you do this to me?
I loved you!
I would have taken any blow, given everything I have,
just my love, just to keep you happy and safe.
Can't you see?
Are you BLIND man?
Almost as much as I gave, you took away.
My heart now broken, still my love,
it beats for you.
Even if you hate me still.
Whit that other girl your heart may lie,
but mine my love lives no more.
In a bloody river it swims, only to drown.
When a cry is made none may hear.
Don't you realize what you have done my dear?
As my weary song is sung, I slip into a cold and dark nothing.
This is what love has brought!
So I ask, is it worth it?
Worth the struggle?
Worth the pain?
Why shed a tear?
Why even try?
You do not realize how it feels.