AlexaClyne is a walking paradox and a frustrated artist who is easily excited by fangirl-worthy things... and dogs. She loves to have soundtracks to spice up her life and imagine herself in the movies/TV shows she has seen and loved. She is shy yet outgoing (a paradox, exactly), but can be anxious in social situations. She thought she wouldn't fit in the degree she took (Communication) but fell in love with it because she does enjoy writing and producing films or advertisements after all. She has a thing for scarves, long-sleeves and coats and wished that tropical weather would permit her to wear them the time.

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OHHHH SHIZZ THAT WAS SCARY----

I just got a call from a stranger. He sounds like he wants to be friends or something. I SRSLY got scared and nervous and all. IT WAS INSANE.

Firstly, HOW DID HE GET MY NUMBER!? Secondly, WHY DID HE FRIGGIN CALL ME!?

I WAS SO SCARED. ;____;

I conversed him a bit, then stopped when I got scared, he kept on saying hello and wondered if I'm turning a deaf ear on him (which I am) and finally hanged after 2 mins. TWO MINS. OF TORTURE IT KEEEEEEELZ

I really hate talking to strangers/socializing with new people/getting calls from people I never knew.

With this attitude, I'm perfectly suited to live in a tower. ouo

Anyway, I just made TEN new Tangled icons. Am I obsessed or what? xD

And Suki-chan, that dream of yours. I need to know moar. ouo

SUCK IT IN.

Sorry if I’m posting this after a happy post, but I got shaky and nervous and completely broke down last night and I ranted in my head (which is why you never hear me rant a lot) and I couldn’t stop crying and everything just felt so messed up. D:

Would say a lot but I already cried my pains out last night. Well to sum it up, our dogs fought, mom fussed over me not using my head and being so slow, I got very nervous, they kept on telling me, I talked back out of frustration, I got scolded, I helped out with the cleaning (poop was everywhere, Prettie must’ve did out of nervousness), I rushed to the bathroom and cried and cried and bathe in cold water and continued crying in the room.

WORST NIGHT EVER. I felt SO very very bad and depressed. I even tried thinking happy thoughts and funny stuff and all but even Grelly won’t work. D’:

AND THEY NEVER NOTICE. I'm kinda used to keeping my pains to myself, and I do hate it that I couldn't go to my parents when I feel frustrated and angry and it's partly their fault why I won't. One, they don't even talk to me properly (I get ignored a lot, really) and two, it's usually their fault why I get angry. ._.

UGGG, I DON'T LIKE RANTING AND TALKING ABOUT DEPRESSING STUFF, IT SUCKS IT SUCKS IT SUCKS.

So I'll stop it there. AAAAND another thing. Handsum is gone missing and my brother's gone crazy over it. .___.

AAAANYWAY, I just read this and I CRIED. Not really, but my eyes watered heavily. THIS IS TOO SAD.

THE LONGEST DAY.

KORE DEMO SHITSUJI DEATH~ ♥!

I'VE BEEN GRELLY-FIED. 8D CENSORED FOR YOUR SAFETY. xD

OH YEAH. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO THE MOTHERS! xDD

IT'S OFFICIAL.

I’m officially a Flynn fan girl. Well, I’ve been his fan girl since I’ve first seen Tangled but I’m now completely, utterly head over heels. ♥u♥ KYAAAA, HE’S TOO CHARMING, OH GOSH.

And I made my first motivational posters EVER! They’re quite fun to make, ohoho~ I also edited a few Flynn snapshots. And made some icons out of them too. And I’ve been sketching him A LOT. Yep, I went crazy. Haha~

LOL KYAAAA---- ♥

The weather’s been extreme, very hot one day then very cold and rainy next. It’s been cold and wet and rainy for the past few days. Quite opposite before that, extremely warm. I might as well get a cold. xD Well I did, but it’s only for a short while, like, just in the morning.

And OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS, I think he got into one of my dreams too. xD Well, I dream almost everyday (okay, everyday) and usually I dream of something/someone I gave my attention to. I forgot what it was about though. xD I do remember this dream on the Prince of Tennis (I had no idea why, I wasn’t even thinking of that that day), Seigaku was in trouble and faced these evil tennis players and I was with them, probably their manager and we were away and stayed in a seemingly haunted place and all of the suddenly one of my besties came and I went with her and we hanged out in this very little eatery space and I met her friends that I never met before. Yeah, I made no sense, did I? xD

I had fun with my new cam, even did a cover but I am SO not putting it online because it sucks. If ever I do, it’ll be in photobucket. I might show ya if ya ask me. (SO DON’T ASK ME. 8D) And speaking of videos, my brother made two! They were so hilarious and they were nigahiga inspired (look for him in Youtube and you’ll see what I mean) and even said ‘TEEHEE’ in the near end. xD He did several characters, him and these two girls and used his shirt and pillow case as hair in one video and in the other, I don’t really understand but it was funny as well. xD My parents laughed at them too when I showed it. And oh, my brother wants to put them in YouTube. 8D Now should I or should I not? =w= They’re all gibberish (you won’t understand a thing, trust me) and is just downright ridiculous but are entertaining. :PP

I keep on watching the Kuroshitsuji Red Valentine Event and I just laugh everytime. xDD IT’S TOO HILARIOUS OH GOSH ♥

AAAAND watch out for the post after this. It's gonna be kinda dreadful. ._.

YAY NEW CAM NEW CAM!!

NEW CAAAAAAAAAAM! *runs around the house frantically*

AND IT'S RED. IT'S CANON. But it's a PowerShot. D: I wanted and Ixus... ._. BUT I HAVE A CAMERAAA HUZZAH!!!!! *jumps up and down liek crazy*

Dad was like: "Guess what?"
Me: New cam? *smirks*
Dad: How did you know?
Me: Mom said she'd bought it, Tuesday night. *smirks*
Mom: I did?
Dad: You did?
Mom: Oh yeah, I did... *opens the fridge*
Dad: Nooo, *brings out his new phone* I have, a new phone. :)
Me: *takes a look* Oh good, great.
Dad: You really just want a cam?
Me: Yes. *smiles brightly*
Dad: *brings out the box*
Me: YAAAAAAY *opens it*
Dad: It's empty. Haha~
Me: *glares*
Dad: It's in your mom's bag.
Me: 8DD

I'll be taking photos with it, tomorrow morning. It's already 11 PM (I blame the Tangled fics. xD) and I haven't even washed the dishes yet. D:

I'm in such a Tangled mood nao.

Isn't it nice...?

When everything is peaceful and there's no fighting and shouting and all? :) The past few days have been... dramatic for me, and I partly caused it (major part). I was being selfish and self-centered and it kinda got the whole family in turmoil. ._.

*sighs* I just wish it's always like that, tranquil and happy like we have no problems. I really hate it when we're fighting. The worse of me comes out and I really act badly when I feel frustrated. Plus keeping my emotions inside just hurts bad and I have to let it out but sometimes it just make things worse.

Enough with all of that. xD Anyway, we might have our VERY OWN camera soon! Coz you know, the camera we use is owned by the office. And this laptop I frequently use too. Would be nice to finally own a camera of our very own! I really want a Canon EOS, but it shall wait until I'm in college. So for now, we're gonna go for an IXUS. Although me and mom are not in terms with dad. xD We wanted this about-to-be-faced-off IXUS, but dad said we should get this other one that he says is better. =n= And the one me and mom picked is the last one and I really like it! I have a choice to just buy a DSLR when I saved enough, but mom wants her own camera too. IZ SO CONFUZZING NAOZ.

KYAAAA I DREW THEMZ ♥

CASEY IZ GOOOOONE NUUUUU!!! TT___TT

I IZ TRYING OUT POKEMON EMERALD. 8D

USUI IZ FUN TO DRAW. ♥u♥ USUIxMISAKI FTW!!

OH GRELL ♥♥

PACHI-MOCHO IS GROWING FAST :D

MOVIE MARATHONS ARE TEH BEST ♥ HERCULEEEES! xD AND ALL WALT DISNEY STUFF ♥

OHMAIGOSH MAY 20 I CAN'T WAIT!!! xDDDD

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN----!!! ♥

Tah-tah~ xD

~ Alexa-chan ♥