Meh, I should update more frequently. Coz the later I do so, the longer the post. @.@
ALL IT TAKES IS A LITTLE INITIATIVE AND INSPIRATION
I finally had an initiative to practice the viola more. I think I’m improving. Slowly. I figured out a new way to hold the bow comfortable after me and dad watched a video of a very amazing 11-year-old female violinist. She’s made of awesome! :D I can play Twinkle Twinkle a bit (*cough*screechyly*cough*) and I’m practicing Silent Night. If I can play it well before the family reunion X-Mas Party, I might play it in front of everyone. >///< I wish I got more time to practice the instruments I wish to be good at. I still have a long, long way to go with the guitar and viola. Especially the viola. I think I’m still just a novice with the guitar, maybe. And a complete beginner with the viola. I'm getting shoulder and neck pains too... >.>
I listened to the old tunes I downloaded long ago which were in my dad’s netbook *haven’t tinkered with it for a long time*. Songs featured in The Prince of Tennis, Gundam SEED Destiny, Special A, Samurai X, and songs by YUI. I missed them. <3 Listening again reminded me of why YUI’s my favorite J-Artist. And POT, I wanna watch it again. :3
CRISIIIS NUUU
And I’m facing a huge family crisis currently. It’s quite complicated and I don’t feel like talking about it. v.v I already wrote Nee-san a letter regarding it. I’ve been crying a lot because of it. And my grandpa, Tatay, won’t be living with us anymore. So I have to take care of everything from now on. ._. I easily feel down, but thanks to the fun fun fun class and my fandom (Ishida and Inoue never fails to make me happy!), I can still smile. And oh! Our teacher rearranged the seats and I’m seated just behind HIM. And in the afternoon, the one beside him moved to where I was seated so I had no choice but to sit beside him. .///. One of my classmate’s teasing didn’t help at all. ^//^;;
BUSY SCHOOL LYF IZ BUZY
So school stuff, it’s getting busier. It’s already the month of December, and the 3rd Periodical Exams are fast approaching. Then there’s also an issue that lead to our MAPEH teacher to resign. A few of my classmates cried, including him. I almost cried too, hehe~ He’s such a good teacher, even if he just started. It’s just that our principal is just so… GAAAAH.Let’s say she’s not a very good principal. >.> The school X-mas party will be on Dec. 17, and I’m excited~~ Our adviser will be resigning and go home to her province so we plan to make this party the best one ever. <3
GIFTS A'COMING!
Still has lots to do art-wise. How I wish I have the inspiration and initiative to do it all. Dx And me being a challenge/contest addict doesn’t help too. I want to join all those contests!!! >u< I plan on gifting people online that made me feel somehow worthy and loved. I am NOT that thoughtful so there are some gifts that I have started but seems sucky and I’d be ashamed to give. v.v I think I’m improving, kinda, with using my tablet. I only got to do a bit with it. Mez just so lazy huh? I need to do something with my laziness!!! >n<##
WEIRDO, YEZ. EVEN MY DREAMS ARE.
And weird dreams has been weird. This one dream seems to be the most realistic of them all, because the happenings there were similar with real life. Like a vision (scary xD). I love this one dream where I *squeeee* lied down and tucked beside Ishida-kuuuuuunnn <3 <3 And he sewed me a friggin Quincy suit! xDD It doesn’t suit me LAWL. And he and Hime-chan had a very romantic moment under the flling Sakura petals in a Sakura forest!!! Ohhhh~~ <3 <3 <3
FUTURE PLANS COZ I'M GETTING OLD LAWL
I have a lot of plans for my life. I’m considering at least 6 courses that I MUST take after high school. Fine Arts, Journalism, Culinary Arts, Law, Tourism, Education, Animation. Wait, that’s 7… o3o My dad says I should do Fine Arts first. And maybe I can do Call Center for 6 mos - a year to earn money and then take a course. “At least you’re earning something with that habit of yours of staying up late.” He said. xD It IS a good idea~ Other than that, I wanna learn Japanese, go to Japan and teach English there, maybe take up modeling like what my mom’s friend suggested, and mom herself wished me to. I actually wanna do commissions but, I can’t even do simple requests, what more if it’s a commission? ^^; I can’t wait to finish high school. My classmates too, they can’t wait. So it’s definitely will suck if our high school gets additional 2 more years. @.@
There’s no more LimeWiiiire!!! TTnTT Where am I gonna download music nao!?? Filestube and 4sharing is a hassle. ._. And there’s a new X-mas tree at home~ meeeh.
Seems I wrote too much now. Haha~
~ Alexa-chan ♥
STILL MOAR RANTTT: ILU!!
Dec. 3 was memorable. Very. Also Dec. 2. <3 <3 We had the draw for the Manito Manita, or what I think is also called ‘Secret Santa’. I was lucky to draw this guy’s name, and when Novia told me she drew my crush’s, we willingly exchanged secretly! TOO BAD. We had to redraw because there was a problem and therefore, they all knew. I felt so embarrassed because I didn’t want to give the paper and they all had to tell me again and again. Novia too. GAAAAAH. I had to accept. v.v And then then then, I had looooots of fun still. Seriously, I’m going crazy all over agaaaain >/////<;;;
The next day, Dec 3, was my brother’s b-day. He had a fight with my mom last night so she wrote sweet notes for him for him to read the next day. :3 I was surprised my parents came to school (which they said they will) with cake and ice cream and some snacks. I grabbed some and this cupcake for my Manita because we had to give mini-gifts every day. <3 I had a problem on how to give it though. They’d know who she is coz there’s only a few of us giving and mine stands out because of the shape. GRRR!
My adviser. I love you. She happens to got my crush’s name and willingly exchanged with me. *spazzes* I was so happy. And I’ve been blushing awfully a lot lately. .////. WHAT SHOULD I GIVE HIIIIM!?!?!?! *spazzes more* My hearts going doki-doki, it hurtzzz xDD I really wonder, a shirt? With pants and boxers? *shot* My dad suggested to give him a framed portrait by me. *blushes madly* SERIOUSLY??? I’m aweful at realism!! Dx< And I’d be so embarrassed. .////////. I can’t even make a decent convo with him! xD General conversation, I can, but something like deep or something like that, nah. .///. I’d die. I can’t even do eye contact with him for more than a second. Only when he’s not looking. >////< And wah, I mental squeal at the every little interaction with him, haha.
Okay, anyway highway, we played badminton during P.E. and it was fun. The guys never fail to amuse all of us. xDD After school, we rode a taxi towards my mom’s workplace coz there’s an X-mas party of one of the sections or the department she’s in. And we went there. It was so fun. I sang karaoke twice, danced my heart out and got 2K php! I can use that money for my cosplaying plans!! 8D I wore this new frilly skirt mom bought and it’ just kyoot~~~!!! I’ve always wanted that kind of skirt. <3 We got home late, around 11 PM. And I had a weird dream again. Seems all of us in class works in a newly renovated mall and the meat got spoiled because of us. O_o
OMG ISHIDA-KUN ILUILUILUILU <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 *reading Bleach chapter 429* His shock face is amusing, strangely. xDDD
*reads more*
*LE GASP DDD8* NOOOOOOOOOOO---
