Not being pessimistic mind you (!), but I really feel so bad at myself because there are a lot of things I have to do but I fail to do so and for really stupid reasons (laziness i.e.)
A list of what I should have finished a month or more ago:
PRIZES:
✯Prize: Chibi Luka Line Art – ecnelisterger
✯Prize: Surprise Paper Child – Murder Princess
✯Prize: Bleach Paper Child – o0OctoLuka0o
✯Prize: Bleach Trad. Colored Fan Art – o0OctoLuka0o
dA COMMISSIONS
✯Yuhii x Melanius - Yuuhi
✯ Ino, Chouji and Kiseki – loverofstories
✯ Hikari x Sydney – nerine-riin
REQUESTS
✯ Snow Queen – ReiKiba
✯ 10 sketches for 10 people
And a new bunch of things, because I just recently send the winners of my last challenge PMs to tell me what they want me to make them for winning. And there's probably more.
Maybe it's because I'm more used to do something when given a deadline or something back I guess, which is why I don't bother to do them. If I do, I don't finish. I hate that part of myself. Procrastinating, it absolutely suuucks! Dx
And Mariya-chan's Wonderfully Twisted challenge will be over in 2 days and my entry's still less than half-way done. OTL;; I missed a couple of wonderful challenges by friends and I really really feel bad not entering them. :(
To everyone I disappointed, I'm so sorry. v_v Believe me, I feel so bad about it. A lot. Too much. I could just kill myself in humiliation. Dx (I promise I won't. Not until I'm done with all of those above.) I know I disappointed a few people in real life. And it just makes me wanna hit myself and make me do something.
*siiiighs* Well, done with the ranting, I just had to let those out. Sorry if it was a downer.
^While searching for funnehz in my files to share, I found this! Complete randomnezz from moi, and I don't remember if I shared it here already. xDD
SOMEBODY MAKE ME LAUGH. I'D BE HAPPIER TO DIE THAT WAY 8D
