Sorry if I’m posting this after a happy post, but I got shaky and nervous and completely broke down last night and I ranted in my head (which is why you never hear me rant a lot) and I couldn’t stop crying and everything just felt so messed up. D:
Would say a lot but I already cried my pains out last night. Well to sum it up, our dogs fought, mom fussed over me not using my head and being so slow, I got very nervous, they kept on telling me, I talked back out of frustration, I got scolded, I helped out with the cleaning (poop was everywhere, Prettie must’ve did out of nervousness), I rushed to the bathroom and cried and cried and bathe in cold water and continued crying in the room.
WORST NIGHT EVER. I felt SO very very bad and depressed. I even tried thinking happy thoughts and funny stuff and all but even Grelly won’t work. D’:
AND THEY NEVER NOTICE. I'm kinda used to keeping my pains to myself, and I do hate it that I couldn't go to my parents when I feel frustrated and angry and it's partly their fault why I won't. One, they don't even talk to me properly (I get ignored a lot, really) and two, it's usually their fault why I get angry. ._.
UGGG, I DON'T LIKE RANTING AND TALKING ABOUT DEPRESSING STUFF, IT SUCKS IT SUCKS IT SUCKS.
So I'll stop it there. AAAAND another thing. Handsum is gone missing and my brother's gone crazy over it. .___.
AAAANYWAY, I just read this and I CRIED. Not really, but my eyes watered heavily. THIS IS TOO SAD.
KORE DEMO SHITSUJI DEATH~ ♥!
I'VE BEEN GRELLY-FIED. 8D CENSORED FOR YOUR SAFETY. xD
OH YEAH. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO THE MOTHERS! xDD
