MIA and Kelsey's Birthday Card
Okay wow, before I start I want to say how sorry I've been MIA in the last few months. I mean I know you guys don't mind or anything, I just feel bad not being around like I was. The most I did was wishing happy birthday's to everyone that had one lately. Which reminds me, I didn't miss your birthday Kelsey I was just mega busy like hell and didn't have the time to wish you a happy birthday or anything. I feel bad about but I still have an e-card for you! :)
Life Updates
Okay down to business, since my last update life has gotten a lot better for me personally! Lots of new and wonderful changes! The most important one is finally realizing that I was making my whole life an excuse by staying at home hoping things would get better. I decided to stop making bull crap excuses for myself and finally start making a grand master plan to change my life. Not just in living situation but truly making myself happy. I pretty much took every advantage I had currently and start making the most out of them in all areas in my life.
I started to make the most out of my angel reading business with great results. Including starting to make weekly video readings. They are a huge hit and I've met wonderful people in the short time I made them. I really enjoy doing them because I'm my natural silly self with my love of the spiritual, mystical and magical!
--- A week later ---
Thanksgiving and Stressed Friendship
Happy super late Thanksgiving guys! I had a good one for the most part. I actually spent the night over my friend Jeremy's house with another good friend Rasid. We all had such a blast. We all came to the sleep over on Wednesday talked and went to the movies. We saw Red Dawn that turned out to be a really good movie despite it's war theme. After that we went to Uno's an awesome restaurant to eat at. I had their shrimp and lobster scampi that was really good. We all gotten so full so fast since we had popcorn at the theater, so we all had food to take home. When we got home we basically talked for about an hour and went to sleep. That's how full we was! We've been pigging out together a lot lately but it's always fun!
The next morning we all woke up, talked, ate our left over food, played video games for a few hours then I cooked some breakfast for lunch. I made pancakes, turkey bacon (yum), and scrabbled eggs. They loved everything and we had a pretty big feast. Of course we talked some more watched a little t.v and Jeremy took us home.
I wished the sleep over lasted longer but Jeremy went to Brandon's Thanksgiving. Things between me and Brandon have been weird lately. I didn't mention this but Brandon got a girlfriend at the end of summer and the whole thing turned bad because of misunderstandings. We straighten things out but ever since we haven't been hanging out lately. No where near as much as we use too. That, and his girlfriend is mega insecure so whenever I said something to him via chat or ANYTHING I have to hear her mouth through Brandon or someone else. She swear we're flirting and just dumb shit basically. I've gotten so frustrated that I ripped Brandon's head off over it last weekend. We had a nice talk about it afterwards but since then I only heard from him once. So when he didn't invite me to thanksgiving I felt bad, then I felt bad for feeling bad because I would of declined anyway because his idiot girlfriend was there. I just figured he would of extended an invite anyway. :/
So when I got home I felt a bit down and out, especially coming home to my sister and mom already tipsy and having to hear their mouths. The most they cooked that day was the mac and cheese and chitlins (pig intestines). My mom decided to cook the turkey for X-mas this morning. I'm not a fan of the traditional thanksgiving meal anymore. Turkey is not that great and I swear I eat the same stuff already. I want something new lol. I had a little bit of the mac and cheese and I'm not eating pork so the chitlins are out, they are kind of a hit or miss anyway because of my tastes.
Moving On
Life has been going up generally but some areas in my life has been hitting a somewhat sour note. But what can you do, I already chose to move on from this weird me, tard girlfriend and Brandon shit. Brandon is my friend, it'll always be that way even if I feel slightly bitter towards him because of all this. But I'm doing my best to detach myself from this situation and let this dying dog die. Whatever happens to them as a whole is not my problem. I'm going to enjoy my life from the outside of it instead of being half in and half out of their mess.
Sorry this post was partly a downer, despite letting this go, hearing about it during the sleep over erupted my emotions about it again. But I'm still in the process of moving on so it's not that surprising and I won't beat myself up about it. Thanks for reading guys! Helpfully you'll see more art and journal posts from me!
Take care!
