GAH!
SHUT UP, SHUT UP!! GRAAAA!
I wish they would stop. STOP TALKING WHEN I CAN HEAR YOU! GAH!
Okay. Sorry about that. Let Rishi start over...
DAMMIT! SHUT UP! GO AWAY WHERE I CAN'T HEAR YOU! I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS KIND OF SHIT!! GAAAH!
Okay. ((sigh))
Let me start over.
Mom is talking on the phone with Grandma. Meaning they're talking about my no good uncle...who is in the hospital...again. My uncle has a lot of problems...he's kind of like J-Lo in rehab. Times ten. That's all you need to know.
I just can't take it anymore! I want them all to just shut the hell up! Go away! Go away! God...I'm really sick of my uncle. I really am. This is probably the closest I've EVER gotten to hating someone...
I know I shouldn't hate my uncle, but he's made my family cry too much. He doesn't realize what a fucking liability he is. And, just for the record, that is the first time I have said that word. That's how flipping pissed I am.
GRAAAAH.
The good thing is that I won't have to deal with this today.
THANK YOU SQUEE! YOU SAVED ME! ((hug Squee)) I don't know what I'd do without you. I'm dead serious. I would be crying a whole lot more. You've shown me that I don't have to cry at every little thing. You are the closest thing I have to a big sister...thank you. Thank you. THANK YOU!!!
I-I don't know. I'm just feeling...cry-ish today. But I won't cry! I've learned better then to cry at every little time my uncle is mentioned. GOD! I MEANTIONED HIM AGAIN! Bwaaaa...
I'm not going to cry. I'm going to hide in my room, under my pillows. With my Naruto plushies in my arms. All three of them.
<3
Please tell me you're listening. And I'm sorry to my new subs for complaining.
I'M REALLY SORRY! I'LL START TALKING IN THIRD PERSON AGAIN!!
~Rishi~
