Realization

Dear Journal.....thingy

Okay, so I've met two FEmale Gijinka. The rest I've met are dudes....What if they're holding those two hostage?!

OH MY GOD.

I'm scared now....TT-TT What if I try to leave? Would they follow me?! Or did they put a tracking chip in my brain so if I try to leave, they could find me?! Or, like, they wired me so if I try to leave, I'll be electrocuted?!?!

....Somehow, I wish I WASN'T found and left to die. I don't wanna be a victim...!

Author's Note: Teddy has a....wandering imagination. Experimetnal Teddiursa gijinka finally escapes....and wakes up in a room full of gijinka guys....while she's on a bed....and can't talk. Then she meets Kiki and Kat(even though she doesn't know Kat's name yet)! But thinks they're hostage too. Someone's BOUND to explain everything to her, right?!

....This Sucks.

Okay, first, this is NOT a diary, nor is it a journal! It's just a place to rant. Right now....I really, really am mad at CuddleBug. Why? Because she and her fucked up mind made me lose my voice. And lose my notebook. And I still haven't met Lupe or Estelle, whoever those people are.....Kiki and that one Glameow gijinka(still haven't learned her name) seem okay, though. At least they're girls!!!!1 other than that, i'm mad at my creater, no matter how beloved or special she is to me, even though I'm lying about special and beloved cuz she's making me write. I STILL haven't met ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bucket Lift Quiz(Teddy's Other quiz)

> Bucket List
>
> Hit forward and place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X
> from the ones you have not.
> This is for your OC’s Entire Life!
>
>Have you……..?
> (X) Shot a gun
> () Gone on a blind date
> (X) Watched someone die
> (X) Been on a plane(Never. Again.)
> (X) Been on a cruise ship/gambling ship(Gambling)
> (X) Served on a jury
> (X) Been lost
> () Swam in the ocean
> (X) Cried yourself to sleep
> (X) Played cops and robbers
> (X) Played cowboys/girls and Indians
> (X) Sang Karaoke (I'm pretty good ;D)
> (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
> (X) Made prank phone calls
> () Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
> (X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
> (X) Danced in the rain(Fun)
> () Been kissed under the mistletoe
> (X) Watched the sunrise with someone
> () Blown bubbles(I remember.....a litte)
> () Gone ice-skating
> (X) Gone snow skiing/snowboarding9Snowboard! XD)
> (X)Seen something so beautiful that it took your breath away
> (X) Been skinny dipping outdoors
> (X)Been fishing
> (X) Been flying in a hot air balloon
> (X) Been bungee-jumping
> (X) Done something that should have killed you (You wouldn't believe how many times.... oo")
> (X) Done something that you will probably regret for the rest of your life
Now tell your OC to answer these in their own words!

> 1. Any nicknames? Yeeeeeeah.......it's Teddy.
> 2. Mother's name? it starts with a T, I think.
> 3. Favorite beverage? Soda.
> 4. Body Piercing? Ears.
> 5. Tattoo? WTF?! I'm UNDERAGE, IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
> 6. How much do you love your job? ....WTF, WHAT job?!?!
> 7. Birthplace? My mommy's tummy?
> 8. Favorite vacation spot? Vacation....
?> 10. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner? OMG, YUSH!
> 11. Ever been on TV? Why would I WANT to???
> 12. Ever steal any traffic signs? Yeah....Once. On a dare. I don't back down from dares, sadly. That wasn't good....I got sued!!(Note question 6 on Bucket List....)
> 15. Favorite number? 13
> 16. Favorite movie? OMFG, SHERLOCK HOLMES!!!!!!!!!! JUDE LAW AND ROBERT DOWNEY JR. ARE HOT!!!!!!!!!!
> 17. Favorite holiday? Christmas!!!!1 So many COOOKIES!!!!!
> 18. Favorite dessert? HONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> 19. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? .....Why wpuld I want to know?!
> 20. Will you send this to other friends? Nope! ^^

Teddy's Quiz

1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
My name's Teddy.....I'm NEVER saying my real name....I hate it. Who would name their daughter that, anyways, I mean--(ramble)

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Imma 17. ^3^

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Babies.
Me: WTF.....?! o_0"
Teddy: No. Honey, duh.

4. And your favorite drink?
Soda. Anything sugary. X3

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
WTF?! I don't HAVE one!!!1 I haven't met ANYONE!!!!!

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
.....Don't make me slap you. Read my last answer, numbnut.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Silver.

8. Who's your favorite author?
Don't really have one.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
People hating me and my friends or family forcing me to die a cold painful death by torturing me one by one and making me suffer while they laugh and watch my crippled bloody self watse my water on tears and die listening to their taunting laughs at me dying. That, or never finding my sister. TT3TT
Me:.....Issues.
Teddy: Do not!
Me. Too.
Teddy: Not.
Me: Too.
Teddy: Not.
Me: Not.
Teddy: TOO!!!!!
Me: Ha.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
Yeah, you sure as hell better not be laughing. And yes, my little adoribible little sister. TT3TT

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
My creator.
Me: Awwwwww.
Teddy: Not you, your mind.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
PEDO BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SMOKING?!?!?!?!?!

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
OMFG, I'D HUG HER TO DEATH!!!! Too bad it's CuddleBug. >XD
Me: D;

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
A mommy?????

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Never finding my family again. *tear* Right now...my mommy would be 33, my daddy would be 34, and my sister would be...I dunno.
Me: Fun Fact: Teddy's mom was preggers with her sister 9 years after Teddy disappeared!
Teddy: So I have an 8 year old sister?!?!

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To have a family or to be a baker. Or both! XD

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I'd die happy!
Me: Don't die!!!
Teddy: I'm not.
Me: I can't feel when you're not around!!! DX
Teddy: WTF?

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
The roof. ^^

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Daydreaming, definatly.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!
Anyone from PGR.
Teddy: Anyone reading who hasn't done this.....YOUR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!