It was 10:02 pm when i woke up. It was so warm. I could remember meeting another biju like me, last night. His name was Shukaku, i believe. I remember he took me into his bedroom and put me under a blanket... it was soo warm... i began to fall asleep. I had a bad dream... it was about mama... i would ask her "Why dont you love me?" but she wouldn't answer... she would just turn away from me and start to walk away. I would run towards her shouting "mama!" but no matter how far i ran, i could never catch up to her. I woke up becuase i was scared. I didnt mean to bother Shukaku but i was really scared so i shook him and told him i was scared. That's when he sung me a lulaby... it was so soothing... so beautiful. I began to drift away into slumber. But before i did, while my eyes were closed, i saw mama's face. I'm not sue if i said it out loud but i asked mama, "Mama, Is this what they call love?".
I stopped remembering. I found myself alone. I didn't want to be alone... not again. I got up and started to rub my eyes. I froze... wait... My hands.. are in human form. My face... is not furry. I'm finally back into my human form. But how? I guess i found happiness. As i walked out the room i heard something, so i followed the noise. I found myself outside a music room i believe. I walked inside and said hello.
"H-Hello. My name is Yurikami... it's nice t-t-to meet you all."
They were all suprised to see me. Even Shukaku-sempai. I guess he miscalculated my appearince. I should of known. Just becuase i was small in demon state, they thought i was a young kid. I was 15 years of age in human form. "L-Like i said b-before.. it's nice to meet you all." As i bowed, my long orange and silver hair covered my face. I blushed out of embarressment.
I waited for an answer...
Why Onii-san? Why do I have to sleep in Misa's room. She can take care of herself.... WHY ME?!?!?
I was sitting in a corner in Misa's room, scared of what she will do to me next. Misa was blind so she couldnt see me... but she can feel me. "Oh Yoko-san", she said so scary. I tried to stay quiet in the big corner. She started to crawl on the floor just to search for me. "I can feel your chakra, Yoko-moko. You cant hide from me." What's with the nickname, I thought to myself. I thought Onii-san was the only one who calls me Yoko *blush*. I guess she heard when he called me Yoko and she started to use it.
Closer and closer, she sniffed the room and follows my scent. As she was a inch away, I ran as fast as i could to the other side, but then she grabbed one of my tails. "Gotcha!"
She then wind me up into the air and throw me on the bed. Then she jumped on the bed, grabbed her chakra chains, and tied me onto it. "Let's play Babies", she said evilly. "*evil laughter* I will be the Momma and you will be Baby Yoko *some more evil laughter* She placed a bib on me with a matching hat. I was completely freaked out. Her eyes were red, she looked like and evil dolly raccoon thing. I started to scream but then she forced a spoon of some gushy stuff in my mouth.
"*spit* what the hell is this stuff?!", I said to Misa. Misa just grinned and said "My special sand fertilizer.... yummy isnt it?" My eyes widen with fear. She started to force more of that crap in my mouth. I was dying of fullness. "You want some more", Misa asked in a kind way. "PLEASE MISA N-", I tried to say but then she stuffed more of it in my mouth. "Yummy Yummy food for the baby *laughter*!" Some one help me, I thought to myself.
"*Yawn* Im tired... good night Yoko-chan", Misa said as she cuddled herself in the sheets next to me. I still had the bib on and gushy stuff flowing through my mouth. This is my time to escape, I said to myself. The chains were rusty so I figured it was easy to break out of. I guess i wasnt the only victim that she threatens with chains. I remembered what Shukaku told me, he said something about how many tails you got and about power. Guessing if Misa is a one tail, this chakra chain will be easy to get out of. I tried to break myself free but it wont budge. After 4 minutes of struggling, I finally broke free. The first thin I did was spit out all the nasty gush from out of my mouth in her bathroom, then get the hell outta there. "see ya later, sucka!"
As i was touring around the house, I saw Shukaku in his room and with him was a three tailed bobcat. I guess there is another person in this house, I thought to myself. I remembered what Shukaku told me again and looked my tails and then hers. I frowned then I started to walk again.
As I went into the living room, I saw Onii-san, sleeping like a baby. I blushed and went closer to him. "Thank you Onii-san...", I whispered in his ear and gave him a peck on the cheeck. He just mumbled and turn the other way and snored away. I giggled. I slept under the chair for my own protection *cough* Misa *cough*.
In the morning, it was about 10PM, I heard a beautiful sound in the record room. I got up to see who it was. It was Onii-san. I stared at him, listening to his music. Then I noticed Misa in there too, recording him. OMG MISA!!! I ran as fast as I could back under the couch.
Well, someone bombed the crap outta me and my sis's house so we were stuck at Shukaku's house for the night. Misa kept asking me if my sis could sleep in her room and I said yes, but Chiyoko wasn't too happy about that. "Oni-san, if I don't wake up in the morning, call for help."
I decided to sleep on the couch, since I could call dibs on TV in the morning. I actually heard scratching at the door, so I got up and opened it. Once that was done, there was a three tailed cat that walked in, she was soaking wet. Once she walked in, I closed the door and went back to the couch. A few minutes later, I heard Shukaku singing a lullaby. "Must've met the biju bobcat"
I woke up at... 10PM and for some reason, I felt like singing. I wasn't sure if anyone else was awake, so I decided to go to the recording studio, behind the sound-proof glass, to sing. Unfortunately, for me, I accidentally hit the record button as I entered the room.
Kyuubi: Music
Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground (feel the ground)
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song may disappear
And nothing in the world can bring me down (bring me down)
Hand clapping
Hip shaking
Heartbreaking
There's no faking
What you feel when your riding home
Yeah, yeah
Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just want to play my music
Whoa (music)
Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everything I want is here with me (here with me)
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
What's driving me is following my dreams, yeah
Hand clapping
Earth shaking
Heartbreaking
There's no faking
What you feel when your on a roll
Yeah, yeah
Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
I just wanna play my music
Can't imagine what it'd be like
Without the sound of all my hero's singing all my favorite songs
So I can sing along
Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
All night long
Yeah
I actually got into the song, I was literally dancing as I sung. I put down the head phones and walked out of the recording room, again pressing the button, but to stop recording.
I went back to the couch and I had no idea that the song I sang would soon be heard by Shukaku, Misa, and the others
"HE WHAT!?!" I yelled. Kyuubi gulped.
"He went in the hot tub with Misa..." I heard a big boom next door. I looked out the window and Kyuubi's house was exploded. I sighed.
"Someone bombed your house, Kyuubi. So you and your sister can sleep with me..." Kyuubi was shocked. I said goodbye to Hachi and Kai as they walked out into their house. I noticed it was raining outside. I was about to go to my room when I heard a meow. A small, 3 tailed kitty was walking down the hallway, dripping wet.
"Hi there. What are you doing in my house?" I asked politely. The girl kitty stared at me as I lifted her up to my chest.
"My name is Yurikami. Why do you care for me, human? I'm only a biju..." Yes, I was in human form when I picked Yuri-chan up.
"That's because I am a biju," I smiled as I held up my tail, "I am Shukaku Ichibi. Do you have a home?" Yuri shook her head. I carried her into my bedroom.
"You can sleep with me." I said as I layed her down gently into the comfy bed with electric blankets. We soon started sleeping. I heard Yuri talking in her sleep.
"Why don't you love me, mama?" She says a lot, "Is it because I'm a biju?" I knew she was scared and alone. Then she woke up and shook me.
"Shukaku, I'm scared..." Yuri said. I cuddled next to her, giving my warm belly into her soft clod head. I sung her a lullaby.
Shukaku:Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your Anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
break into the contents, never falling down
My knee is still shaking like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me
Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears,
'cos you will hate yourself in the end
You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say 'cos i still got my soul
Take your time baby
The road needs slowin'down
Reach yourself, before you bloom
Reflections of fear make shadows of nothing
shadow of nothing
You still are blind if you see winding road
'Cos there's always a straight way to the point you see
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry, 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Yurikami finally went to sleep. The last words I heard her say before she went to sleep smiling was:
"Mama, Is this what they call love?"
~Shukaku
I just wanted to get away... From them. Who's them you ask? ... Everyone. They just didn't seem to understand. Understand the meaning of the word love and understanding. They though they knew what it meant when it came down to me... but they didn't. They get those word confused with hatetred and confusion. I love you Yuri.... then why do you fear me? I know how you feel.... Then why don't you cry when i cry? And why don't you hug my when i'm in pain? Is it because i'm different? It is, isn't it? Mama? Why don't you love me like the other mamas love their children? Why? Don't look at me like that. Like how, mama? I was just looking at you. You say that every time when i look at you... I didn't do anything wrong... A biju, huh? I onder... I wonder if that's why mama don't love me... becuase i'm a biju...
It's not fair... not fair mama... You drove me away... i couldn't take it. I bet your glad that i'm gone. So you don't have to fear my orange and silver eyes any longer... I'm not happy mama... i'm scared... i don't know where i am... my depression keeps me in this state... as a demon... I look like a bobcat kitten... with three tails... are you happy mama? where ever you are... are you happy?............. What's this i feel? I feel... chakra... alot of chakra... and it's coming from.... a big mansion.... Should i go in there mama? I'm scared to... I bet you dont care... You don't care if i go in there or not... I'll show you mama! I'm going in there! Papa in heaven... i know you loved me more than mama... please watch over me papa... Please let me find people who will love me like you did.
