"HE WHAT!?!" I yelled. Kyuubi gulped.
"He went in the hot tub with Misa..." I heard a big boom next door. I looked out the window and Kyuubi's house was exploded. I sighed.
"Someone bombed your house, Kyuubi. So you and your sister can sleep with me..." Kyuubi was shocked. I said goodbye to Hachi and Kai as they walked out into their house. I noticed it was raining outside. I was about to go to my room when I heard a meow. A small, 3 tailed kitty was walking down the hallway, dripping wet.
"Hi there. What are you doing in my house?" I asked politely. The girl kitty stared at me as I lifted her up to my chest.
"My name is Yurikami. Why do you care for me, human? I'm only a biju..." Yes, I was in human form when I picked Yuri-chan up.
"That's because I am a biju," I smiled as I held up my tail, "I am Shukaku Ichibi. Do you have a home?" Yuri shook her head. I carried her into my bedroom.
"You can sleep with me." I said as I layed her down gently into the comfy bed with electric blankets. We soon started sleeping. I heard Yuri talking in her sleep.
"Why don't you love me, mama?" She says a lot, "Is it because I'm a biju?" I knew she was scared and alone. Then she woke up and shook me.
"Shukaku, I'm scared..." Yuri said. I cuddled next to her, giving my warm belly into her soft clod head. I sung her a lullaby.
Shukaku:Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your Anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
break into the contents, never falling down
My knee is still shaking like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me
Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears,
'cos you will hate yourself in the end
You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say 'cos i still got my soul
Take your time baby
The road needs slowin'down
Reach yourself, before you bloom
Reflections of fear make shadows of nothing
shadow of nothing
You still are blind if you see winding road
'Cos there's always a straight way to the point you see
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry, 'cos it's alright
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos it's alright
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
Yurikami finally went to sleep. The last words I heard her say before she went to sleep smiling was:
"Mama, Is this what they call love?"
~Shukaku
I just wanted to get away... From them. Who's them you ask? ... Everyone. They just didn't seem to understand. Understand the meaning of the word love and understanding. They though they knew what it meant when it came down to me... but they didn't. They get those word confused with hatetred and confusion. I love you Yuri.... then why do you fear me? I know how you feel.... Then why don't you cry when i cry? And why don't you hug my when i'm in pain? Is it because i'm different? It is, isn't it? Mama? Why don't you love me like the other mamas love their children? Why? Don't look at me like that. Like how, mama? I was just looking at you. You say that every time when i look at you... I didn't do anything wrong... A biju, huh? I onder... I wonder if that's why mama don't love me... becuase i'm a biju...
It's not fair... not fair mama... You drove me away... i couldn't take it. I bet your glad that i'm gone. So you don't have to fear my orange and silver eyes any longer... I'm not happy mama... i'm scared... i don't know where i am... my depression keeps me in this state... as a demon... I look like a bobcat kitten... with three tails... are you happy mama? where ever you are... are you happy?............. What's this i feel? I feel... chakra... alot of chakra... and it's coming from.... a big mansion.... Should i go in there mama? I'm scared to... I bet you dont care... You don't care if i go in there or not... I'll show you mama! I'm going in there! Papa in heaven... i know you loved me more than mama... please watch over me papa... Please let me find people who will love me like you did.
