"All my fault... It's all my fault... Hachi's dying... Chiyoko doesn't need me. I really don't have any purpose now," I felt guilt and started to cry for the first time, "I wish I was never born. I'm useless to society. Just a monster bent on chaos and torture. Adding to that, I have to rival a tanuki that drinks. I smoke, but am not worth anything."

Why'd Hachi do that? "I don't get it. He protected a piece of scum like me," I said.

My sister was burnt by Yurikami, but felt as useless as a newborn puppy. She left and I was on the ground. I sat and grabbed my cigarettes. I took one out and started to smoke again. "Without me knowing it, the others were suffering. They all tried stopping me, but I refused. Now, Chiyoko has suffered through a lot and so has Hachi," I stood up, "I started smoking due to feeling useless. I felt my sister doesn't need me anymore. Shukaku just encouraged my sadness when he takes her and leaves without my permission. Just two more weeks until I become leader again, but it really doesn't matter anymore..."

I started walking away with my head down. "Are you just going to leave us?! After what you caused, you owe Hachimata to be at his side!" Kai barked.

I just turned to him, but his expression changed when he saw my tears. "I'm sorry Kai... I'm sorry..." was all I said before I dreadfully walked into the forest to clear my head.

Chiyoko was burnt, Hachi's dying, and I'm a worthless piece of scum, not of use to Chiyoko or anyone...