I was full with unhappiness and I was desprate to get up. "Oni~san... Oni~san" I repeated that word over and over. The pain needs to be ignored. I need to move. I struggled to move my head. My hands clenched into a fist. "Chiyoko~chan what are you trying to say? Dont stress yourself" Kai said to me. Then my painful whispers became a loud scream. "ONI~SAN!!" I got my voice back. "Please dont leave me! I NEED you, cant you understand that?" I cried loudly although i knew he wont hear me. Kai looked down.