I'm knocked off I thought to myself...everybody is doing something helpfull..something!
Wake up...WAKE UP you damn baka! I wanted to wake up, I was just there under a door of the building that felt doing nothing..WAKE UP! I tried again but nothing. There was a part of me who was saying, leave it like this; you resting, your not worrying about anything; the other part was nervous of waking up and seeing the chaos that was ocuring and finally there was the part of me who was mad ; mad because I was not waking up; that part was strong and grew until I finally woked up.
When I opened my eyes I saw fire; nature being destroyed; I smell blood. I just stayed there looking at the red sky.. I've never been any help at all...why? MAybe because I 've never returned to the real demon inside me; I control myself; to stay calmed, so I wont hurt anybody..But that actitude didnt help my friends, I was dissapointing them and sometimes I worsen the situation.
*sigh*
Maybe I should stay here; seeing the chaos; it reminds me how much I liked to fight...
*cough, cpugh*
What was that? i was hering someone's voice; i try to concentrate myself and detected it was Chiyoko's
*cough* help...
Help?
she needs help? At that toime I reacted; i got out of were i was and saw that she was under some rubble. I got her out of it; she wasnt hurt at all but she needed to rest.
-Are you ok? I asked
She nodded and then we walked away of that scene which looked beautiful in a way; we sat down and th only thing i wanted to do was to saw the neture; to relax but she centered me again on what was my purpose.
- Do you think im useless?
-*no comments*
-hehe *sigh*. MAybe i should take some time alone...
-No! Chiyoko said
-*surprised* why not?
- Because you have to help Nii-san...
I saw her eyes and the courage returned. I told her to rest and then went to the base...maybe i was scared of not controlling myself..what do i know?..anyways i walked alone and though that after this i would go to visit ELlie...
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Not really inspired -____-
¤Raijuu¤
