I posted a note on the door if Suki or the others needed me. it said: "Training with Dizzy. Be back later."
I left out my window and teleported to some ruins of old homes. Dizzy hopped off my back and stood in front of me. "Okay, Dizzy, I need to see your attacks for this training, okay?"
"Ok, with my hammer or my chaos emeralds? Which one..??"
"Let's go with the basic hammer techniques first."
Dizzy nodded and stepped back. "Ok, um here it goes..."
Dizzy swung her hammer and a tornado formed from the gathered wind. "like that?"
I nodded and one of the ruin walls collapsed from the tornado's force. "All right, is that all you can do with your hammer?" I asked curiously.
"No," Dizzy said, slamming her hammer against the ground.
She created such a shockwave that it caused and earthquake. "See?" she said when the earthquake subsided.
I smiled. "Impressive Dizzy, you're doing well with your attacks."
I sat against a tree and thought. Neiara's just on Shukaku's side. She wants me to feel sorry for the baka that cares nothing if my life was torture or not. I should've killed myself. I should've died at the hands of the girl he's so fond of. That'd only make him like her more.
The thought of Yurikami killing him made him think of Shukaku's torments and taunts saying "Teme, I wish you were dead." "No one cares about you, not even your girlfriend or sister." and "Both your sister and girlfriend love me, not you."
My head sank into my knees. I felt like crying, but didn't. I had tears as a child. No mother or father. I was just cast aside and abandoned as a pup. My parents even tried to kill me by throwing me into the river. I remember that before something saved me. I'm not supposed to be alive, but... Was I ment to meet with Chiyoko and Suki? Suki's my girlfriend and I'm fond of her, as well as my younger sister Chiyoko. They both make me happy, but Shukaku... He makes my life hell... He always messes everything up for me. I bet Suki and Chiyoko don't even like me anymore...
Dizzy's training session soon came to an end and she crawled on my back to go back to the hotel.
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~Kyuubi
