Back to the place I was raised (Part 2)

I was in the backyard of my old house, staring at my father's grave. I smiled and walked toward the grave. Once I reached the grave spot, I got on my knees and began to speak.

"Hey papa... It's Me... your little girl. It's Yuri-Yuri (nickname father use to call her). I came to visit you papa. Well I wasn't sure where I was at first but... I figured it out. ... It's been a while since I spoke to you like this... yeah... I kinda ran away from home. I couldn't take mama's toture anymore... umm.. after I left, I umm found this mansion. It was filled with people just like me! Can you believe that, Papa? There was about 12 or even more of them! *cough* Yeah so uh..."

I glanced down into my lap and noticed the flowers. "These are for you, papa. I know they were your favorite. And they were mine too..." I said I placed the flowers on the other flowers. "Well like I was saying, the biju were all so kind. Especially one. But I betrayed them... I thought they didn't care for me as I thought they would. They excluded from everything. They thought I was weak... But i'm not. You know that papa. I'm strong. And that's what I wanted to show them so I.. uh change my appearance a little... as you can sorta see. I also changed my style, but I guess it wasn't enough... as expected. That's when I met Itachi Uchiha, Papa. I also met Deidara. They told me that they didn't care for me at all, so I left with them to join their group, thinking I was going to be loved... Boy did I thought wrong...Speaking of love, I fell in love with a guy named Shukaku. Yeah... I loved him so much... even though he was a drunkard... And yeah I've been a bad girl... but... But all I ever wanted to do was get the power to protect my friends. All I ever wanted to do was get their love..." Tears began to form in my eyes. "All I ever wanted... was... *sniff* was...to get your love back papa!! I miss you papa!! I always did!! Please come back to me!!!" I cried. The salty tears of sorrow ran down my face non-stop. "Papa..." I put my hands on my face and cried in them.

"... Yurikami... Please don't cry." A deep voice said to me. Through the cracks in my hands I saw a light. I lowered my hands and saw Papa right in front of me! Or at least it was the spirit of papa. But Papa was Papa. "P... Pa... Pa?" I was confused. "Papa.. is that you? ... It is you!! Papa!!" I was so happy, tears of joy ran down my face. "Papa! Papa!" I cried.

"Yes it's me Yurikami... My little Yuri-Yuri, You've grown so much! How much years as it been? ...10 years? It's been so long." he was calmly to me, smiling so brightly. Oh how I missed that smile of his. I giggled a little. "Yeah... It's been way too long for me papa." I told him smiling back. He knelted down on both knees.

"Yuri... I've waited for this day. I always thought of you. I missed you so much... And I've heard everything you told me. I'm sorry for not being there. I wanted to so badly. Though the years, seeing you being totured by your mother... I couldn't take it. Yurikami... I wanted it to stop. The tears were to much for me. Yuri... I love you... So much..." he told me. He hugged me. A tear fell from his right eye. I felt the cold and sad tear. My tears overflowed from my eyes. "I love you too, Papa. So much... so.. so much..." I said into his white robe. I hugged him back. "Yuri-Yuri... don't blame your mother..." he whisphered into my ear. My eyes popped open. Papa started to disappear. No...no... don't go.... I thought.

"Papa... Papa why are you disappearing? No... No! No Papa! Don't go! Don't leave me again!! Papa!!!" I screamed and cried. But he didnt listen. A second later, he was completely gone. Nothing... I felt nothing. I didn't felt him hugging me anymore... and I didn't felt me hugging him. "PAAPAAA!!!" I screamed into the heavens. Just then I felt a familair presence. "Papa?" I questioned the presence. I looked back. It was a woman with yellow buttercups in her hands. She had black, long, shiny hair and a tan skin tone. Her eyes was pure black and her facial expression was a shocked one. She dropped the flowers on the floor. This woman... she seemed sooooo famailar...

"Y-Y-Yuri...kami...?" She said with a face of unbelievable shock. ... I suddenly remeber who she was... I finally spoke.

"... Mama?"

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