So what was the answer to my question?
"If I ever hurt or killed someone in anyway by my demon I would never forgive myself", she said. " What is that word again?.....Well Suicide and that gun will end my life and my demons".
I think Kokoro was seeing my shocked face after this, but whta was she thinking about?! answering like that and with a smile on her face....
Why would you ever do suicide thats the worst reason!? I was now yelling at her, but then looked at her face and saw a confused one.
"It wouldn't really mattered if I died anyway no one would care".
That was the point, why did she say that kind of things, I was hitting one of my walls; she loooked more confused but after taking a long sigh I calmed myself and looked at her with seroius-sad eyes
-Please Koko-chan, dont talk about life like that and least if it is your life...
-But what can I do if it is the truth? No one will care if I die...
-You are lying...
- o__o?
-Yes, you are lying!!!! *thunder* I know that all the members that know you would care because you've become one of our friends... She wanted to say something but I continued talking.
You now most of the times we are hated, few humans know us and accept us, so at that times this club and all the members are the way of keeping us alive because they've became our friends and lovers in other cases... besides...If something happened, don't worry about it, we all forget each other and continue living, you had seen this many times..right?
-I couldnt forget myself.... She said
-Koko-chan, I know what it feels like to not being able to control yourself and end doing stupid things, but you have to keep living for yourself and those who care about you, it doesnt matter if they are dead, well at least that is what I've learned....
Wow i've never say that kind of things...I thought to myself, at least I was wishing it worked, it seemed it did because I looked at Kokoro and she was looking at the floor
-amm...
-dont worry Raijuu-san, Im ok..just need sometime to think
-Ok, I'll leave you here because I need to buy some supplies...and with that, I left...
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Two heads think better that one...
me: do you think we did it right?
Raijuu: amm I don really knwo o___o, we heve to see the results...
¤Raijuu¤
