Nekomata's Dairy, Read At Your Own Risk
Weeks past since the first day I decided to live with Houkou and Hikari. I sighed. Knowing this couldn't last forever...
Francis now stops frequently too, only to check on things. But he gives me a weird feeling when he gets close to Hikari and stares at her for a long time. Sometimes I see his eyes change color, and his fangs grow.
That's when I worry the most.
Even so, I trust Francis. Heir to the family. Strongest. Well raised. Understanding. My only brother now....
Mother is doing better than she did when she found out about this. She doesn't want me to be the girl who goes off and gets pregnant and marries to some stranger. Francis was able to make her understand though. Strange spider thingy he does.
Father left though...Only Francis can tell when he's decides to come back...
Mother had a hard time with that too. Sometimes I wonder if I should stay with her and never leave.
But I remember that even though she loves me, and never wants me to go...I was the one who ruined her life by being born...If I wasn't born, she'd have two strong, helping sons. And Father would always be with her, never letting her down......
Nonetheless, every time I look into Houkou's eyes, I know I made the right choice....
*real life, going on now*
Suddenly, I jumped out of the chair I was writing in and rushed to the bathroom. And I started to puke into the toilet.
"Crap..." I gasped when I was done.
My hand slowly slid from my mouth, to my chest, to my stomach, until I realized what had happened....
"How the hell will I tell Houkou?" I whispered, as if hoping I could take back all the events that happened last night.....
