I sighed. I could tell Raijuu-san was angry at me but I have no clue why. If I ever hurt or killed any person I care about it would mean it would happen over and over again. My life is not important I was supposed to die four years ago anyway. I would rather be dead then not remembering my friends anyway. Now that I thought about it demons lived a very long life so I seemed just a little kid compared to Suki and the others. "I am only just a stupid kid to them", I said to myself. I looked at the gun. I better hide it before somebody hurts themself with it. I squeezed on the gun with my hands and it broke. I remember I can't end my life just yet until I destroy those seals. I waited by the table for a couple of seconds and got bored. I threw away the crushed gun into the trash and went outside

Their was a nice breeze and the sun was shining even brighter then before. I found a lake too in this area. Why would Raijuu-san live out here in a forest? I think he liked nature so maybe thats why. I found a tall big rock in the middle on the lake so I jumped and landed on it. It was pretty stupid for a cyborg to be by water but I didn't care at the least bit. I took off my shirt and did a lotus position on the rock. I had bandages on my chest area so it didn't matter if anyone saw me. I started to meditate by the rippling lake and I was in my own world a tranquil world.

----Please continue---

~Kokoro