3 cold, and dreadful years had passed so quickly. So little has happen, but yet its too much on my heart. After Hideki's murder, 3 years ago, I was never the same person again. Bubbily, fun, 14, and excited Chiyoko is now in a deep sleep... all there's left is me. The serious, calm, 17, and determined Chiyoko. why did he do it..., that was the thought that ran through my head as I saw Dutch shot Hideki with the holy bullet in his temple. He saved my life and i never had a chance to tell him goodbye. I will never leave your side... Thats what he told me when we first met and when he died in my arms. My tears were all gone on that day. I ran away from the dead body like the time I ran away from home where my parents corpse lied. I tried to find my brother... but he was missing. I couldnt find his chakra anywhere. 3 days later Yuri and her cousin Kyo found me in my box. We hanged out with each other and we became a family. Raijuu and a girl name Ellie came after that. My new destiny was placed; find the others, survive, and to be aside with my brother again.
I told Yuri that I need to do something and I began my search for my brother for the last time today. I ran so fast (the speed of light) as i passed Dark's minions.3 years of searching and I accomplished nothing... I feel like in going in circles. Yes, it was hard searching in this dark, lonely world. Dark Kyuubi swallowed this world and darkness fell all over. Once in a while, there is an attacker that attacks us and tried to kill us. Surviving was very easy. "Wanted" posters were everywhere. I threw away, ripped up, and frozed and shattered a large number of them. When I look at Kyuubi's face on the poster, it gives me a major heart ache. I have those now. Feelings like "depression" and "happiness" are gone. It wont be needed to find any of my bijuu friends. After 6 hours of searching, I decided to go back to Yuri and the others.
I found Yuri and the others. I sneaked up on her. I wasnt sure if it was the real Yuri or another minion at first, but her chakra presence was strong. It was her. I tapped her shoulder. "Boo."
"You can't scare me that easily, Chiyoko." she said, with her back turned on me.
"Like I ever could." I said calmly. "So many time has past, I'm 17, and I STILL can't scare you, Yuri? How disappointing."
"Fear is no longer a opinion nor a emotion to me. You of all people should know that much. Intimidation is useless as a tactic to defeat me." she told me while turing around, brushing her hand off my shoulder.
"Yeah, I know. You're not the only one, Yuri", I told her. I walked to a tree stump and sat down. "So", I continued. "I'm guessing you guys found Shu-kun. Humm... it's been awhile since I've spoken to him or even seen him. I wonder why he suddenly disappeared when we needed him. And now...," I scanned the area, "Now he's recking the place." Yuri then smiled and nodded. I smiled lightly and looked down. I began to pull out something from my pocket and threw it at her. She caught it in her hand quickly and open her palm. She open it and found my brother's yang necklace. She had a calm expression on her face.
"You want me to destroy this, dont you Chiyoko", she question. I remain looking down.
"Yes Yuri. Keeping it in my pocket and on my neck wont help me feel better or help me find him. Its been 3 years and I cant deal with the heart aches anymore. 3 years of trying and faling. Trying and Fighting. Trying to search. Trying and failing. TRYING AND FAILING", I said turning into a yell. I punched the ground and made a dent. My teeth were grinding and my body was shaking. Yuri walked towards me and patted me head.
"I cant live without him... I love Kyuubi, Yuri. How can I search for him when I cant sense him anywhere... I tried..." I whispered.
"You tried. You failed. You tried. You failed. The only failure is when you stopped trying", she told me, petting my wolf ears on top of my head. She then grabbed my bloody hand, open my hand, and placed his necklace in my palm.
"Never give up", she comforted, closing my hand. "Even though times are rough and there is no point of searching, never give up. I know we will find him." She helped me up and smiled. I smiled faintly at her. "Okay."
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Im back with a story! >:D
I was gone for a while because of school and drama
I heard about the 3 year skip and i wanted to post up a part.
hope this is good.
~17 year old Chiyoko and Janelle
