Dutch tried to heal my wound but I wasn't realizing anything, my mind was somewhere else; I heard him calling someone and some minutes alter Suki appeared and healed me and tols me everything was going to be ok.
I was glad I was having their support because if it wasn't like that, I probably break into little pieces. A docotor called us and we entered the hospital and then I saw her. All the force I had recovered felt appart, I felt I was doing the same but worrying the other wouldn't help, I used the window as a support adn watch the scene; many things were conected to her but she was breathing, she was alive and that was the best of the posibilities. I felt Dutch trying to making me feel better and somehow it worked, I focused all my strenght on praying for her, what else could I do? A that time I felt like crap but I had to control myself and I achieve it until Dutch and the others left.
Suki stayed with me and I couldn't keep those feelings anymore, I literally, fall to the floor, my legs and arms would not respond or move around; Suki got on her knees and looked at me. "Sorry Suki-chan...its embarrasing to feel this way...I should be strong..." I felt a hit on my head and then there was a question..." Im going for somehting to drink..want something?" I nodded and then kept in silence.. I think that hit was needed, it made me feel better and saw the things in another perspective..now I had to find out what happened and who was the responsible of it.
A soda landed to my hands "you like it?" Suki asked " Thank you Suki-chan ^_^", I think she understood I was thanking her for everything; few hours after that I managed to tell Suki what had happen and then we began to think who was it but then there was noise on the room, we both saw that Kokoro sitting down, my body moven on that direction and the oinly thing that came out of anxiety, worriess and a happy feeling was a controled "Are you okay Kokoro"? She answered very calmed like nothing ahd happened "Could have been better honestly",then she began to take every machine-cable out of her body??!! what the hell was she doing? she wasn't 100% ok and now she wanted to leave? "what are you diong Kokoro?" I yelled, but again she answered very calmed and explained us what had happened; she was right when she said we had to leave, ater all doctor don't know how to treat her.
Before we left the hospital I grabbed her on my arms "what are you doing? I can walk" she comlained " You are not fully recovered so please let me carry you to the hotel..." She didn't answer and I took that like a yes, then we headed to the hotel.
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finally I can post!! everyone started to pose and I had to change what I was writing hahaha
someone continue?
¤Raijuu¤
